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It was it's Cliffhanger's intentions to Draw you Near




posted : Tuesday, October 26, 2010
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It was 25th of october, it was the start of something great in your life! Woke up for work at 5AM, was jolt awake by the constant need to start something meaning in my life? Work was at 6.15AM. It was totally slack at first and what I did not anticipate was that this is soon gonna be one of the worst shift I will remember for a long long time. Just an hour before my shift ends the crowd came in and it was really beyond me to handle. Honestly, I couldn't handled it. Three cashier and Just me alone handling the Cold and bar drinks. Orders kept piling up before me and for a moment I couldn't see what was before me, It was like a whiteout? HAHA! It was really tiring and there was this old little fat "female dog" who was being a douche bag! Shall not elaborate what she did! But all in all it was hectic like mad?

I kinda miss my little Witch but knowing she's well on her way to freedom makes me feel kinda glad that I'm really busy too, at least she's not struggling alone? Anyway I'm going for class soon, Hope my friend's won't be an ass because I've marked out some drinks for them. HAHA! Damn, today's busy!

Today is 26th of October, the first thing that came to my mind when I woke up was that in one months time I'll be another year old, and well they always say that time flies when you're having a good time?? But what they didn't tell you is that time flies when you're too busy fending off problems in your life, You kinda lose track of time and soon you find yourself one shy away from being jaded.

Anyway, today was better, manage to talk to my dear Cindy about what happen yesterday, she said she'd sort everything out for me. And that yesterday's bad attitude was all because of the anxiety brought forth by the busy/crazy crowd.

It's 10mins to class and like what Chris Martin always say: "I'm missing my baby"

Honestly, sometimes I wonder what brings two people of different interest, background and life together.? It's times like these that I am reminded of the special bond we both share, like it or not rain of shine it's here and it's here to last, Doesn't that scares you, No? HAHA! :P

Sometimes I like to imagine, make things up a little? I suppose that's how I get through all my problems thus far, It's not a form of denial! It's just another way way of coping with the constant pressure that life sets on you, Yup.

HAHA! Cindy just smiled at me, I shall forget what she did to me yesterday! :D

I'll Miss you, I definitely will!

Signing off,

Love always, Joshua!