If suppose, I refuse to conform to what I think will be good for me when clearly my heart tells me that its not, will I be doing myself a favor or am I missing out in the very fine details of life?

Or am I just splitting hair?

Day and night, I rush just to halt and then halt just to rush again? I forgot that I was suppose to be living not built my days upon the task and responsibility that were thrown to me, I really forgot that I should be at least at peace with myself.

So amidst of all these I refuse to be at peace, I resort to being a recluse. So am I doing myself a favor or am I losing out?

Because I can't tell, I know I should be at least happy, But I can't bring myself to conform to a normal life, without its little dramas or at least my heart tells me that Its not a normal life that I needed. So here I am, Losing out or just being myself?

HAHA! I like to think of me being myself? This is me, and I don't think there's anything wrong with that. Whew, Was getting confusing there... :D

wanted to upload this picture of a beautiful skies that I've seen in the past months, But being myself, forgetful and all I left it in my car, SO I shall leave it to the next post then, (:

All in all, what I wanna say is that...

It feels weird being myself, But IT FEELS SO RIGHT!!! YEAH!

Just wanna show you this! It made me smile everytime I think of that SMS. (:

"When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, Oh I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, Stand by me..."

SMILE!