Anyway, I stumb upon some old blog post and I don't know why there's a certain mixed feeling deep inside me. Part of me am really glad that I've changed and grew so much as a person, the other part of me am petrified of a certain sentiment that once linger in the back of my mind.

Oh wells, I'm just glad that Its over, all these ashes laying in the grave.

Anyway, I'm working hard for my product design drawing and presentations, Its kinda tiring because inspirations and design don't just come in formulae and equations which is pretty much what I am trained to think. So am I working hard or hardly working now?

So much had happened recently, and I have come to a conclusion for myself, kinda like a mantra, but I don't think I'll share it on my blog anymore, its meant for myself and the rest to realize I guess? I reckon that insecurities will get the best of any man in the most insidious way even to a point that sometimes words itself are just not enough to explain its original intentions. Day by day I kept wishing, staring blankly into my dreams and yet I find no rest and slumber. So I listen to my failures as everything I ever am. I'm not down, I just got lost that all?

Anyway, this entry shall be a reminder that I've seen the worst of all of us and I will remember to take note of the past and thus shall my future be better off without these sentiments. HAHA!

I was sick for two whole days man, and the doctor was being a complete douchebag? He was rude and smelly, and had this STUCK face? He explain that I can't have my MC because I wasn't sick enough to have them, and if I was sick yesterday I should have came and see him for a MC? How many times must I explain dude? If I was well enough to see you, I would not even skip my class and see you? HA!

Just because I don't have fever anymore doesn't mean that I was pretending to be sick? I mean, its 16bucks just to see that douche face? I could have settle off with a huge treat to burger king to myself, I mean, seriously? HA! Anyway, that aside, I am losing precious study time due to my completely piled assignments laying in front of me. I need to finish them then can study in peace!

HAHA! I have so much to rant, but honestly, I believe point taken, lesson learnt, Ciao! (: