I'm so sorry, I just don't know how to start this... She said to me, condescendingly. As I listen to all she had to say, I just wonder if any of that were truth to start with. I can see the disappointment and frustration in her eyes and as I fought to defend myself I couldn't help but felt a little hopelessness in every inch of that room that we once stood in.

She told me that, maybe its time to let it go? Maybe its time to start something new again? and stop insisting that things will always go your way? And soon I just knew that there was nothing we could have done unless she soften her heart for us.

I listen and listen and all the inconsistency that came out of her mouth like a derailed train going out of control, And I just thought to myself life is so unfair. Because of someone else's agenda, you're making it okay to forsake another's. I could tell you that its okay, but the truth is that its not okay. Its everything that I could be proud of, its everything that I hold on to in hopes for a different life. I just don't wish to see this all go to drain.

But, like what she said... Sometimes, you just have to learn to let it go...

OOPS!

Here's a something I wrote for someone who's so special to me.

Once again I found myself right at your door
Nothing to give and nothing to say
Broken down inside traveling on an empty tank
Risking it all just to get to you

Its like a time that I could never find
To just stand right beside you, why?
Maybe tonight, all is wrong
Come tomorrow, I'll be Strong

Because of you, I'll stand tall
and jump just because I know
You'd be right there cushioning my fall
When all these missing pieces was starting to make sense to me
I'll know what all this time was for

Tonight, I sleep alone wishing only for the warmth
But to know that you're there for me
Just a hundred miles away
Sends me to my knee
Looking, searching, praying for the day to come
When that hundred turns to one

So Goodnight, Goodnight, Sleep tight, tonight
and know that I'll do the same for you
just because I know that you're mine
and I know you can't really be that far away
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon