When you have Insomnia, everything tends to slow down for no good reason. I have not been sleeping for days. 4:30AM everyday I'll wake up to realize that it's still night time and I'll toss and turn around on my bed till day break and then I'll be able fall asleep again.

Dreams filled my mind everytime I slip into light sleep, the next thing I remember is that I'm waking up every thirty minutes till dawn. The dream are always the same, I'm caught in a very vulnerble situation, e.g. A theif, subject of a bully, or someone who has two girlfriend at one time. It's crazy really.

Sigh~ food don't taste as good anymore, things that ought to be awesome don't interest me at all and small things gets on my nerve easily... My body is aching as I type.

But, honestly one thing I find rather cool is that everything around me feels so surreal, like I'm walking my life but I'm asleep. I can't feel anything nor hear anything. When I space out the things around me just toned down till I can only hear my own heartbeat. Which is a really cool experience! kinda like a out of body experience?

Anyway, I seriously have no idea whats wrong with me or what's causing all these lack of sleep for me. The reason I'm blogging this is just so that I could look back in the near future and laugh at this Surreal experience that I once had! (:

Courage? What is Courage?

This is Courage, the ability of choice to be different for the best of others... I think?

Bye!