Say a silent prayer, hope that I won't explode screaming at the top of my lung because... HOTMAIL SCREWED UP AGAIN! I CAN'T CHECK MY MAIL AND DO WORK! I HAVE TONS OF ARTICLES TO FINISH AND IT WON'T EVEN LET ME SEND ANY EMAILS!!!

.....Stupid....


Anyway, back to school! back to school! Means, that I have to start studying smart this time. I have so much to do, events, homework and magazine. But I'm happy! HEHE! because I have the best supporter anyone could have! :D

I was just reading out my article the other day, though I thought it was like really distasteful but right after I read it out to myself you gave me a wide smile and told me that its good. I can't believe it either but with that smile as a assurance I was sure that the article is almost done, thanks!! :D

Anyway, Chuan & Yong went for Maths class just now, and the brought me bad news... Yong is officially lost in the topics... Which means, that Chuan will lost... AND me? Will be completely lost on Wednesday which is my Maths tutorial. *SHIVER*

So today, was late for class because I was running some errands in the morning. Stepped into class all covered with sweat. Sat down with my latest classmate, I was like, wow! All girls! SHIT! HAHAH! then I'm a repeat student so naturally I did the report for them with the help of some girls for maths. HAHA! You know, I'm just bad with calculations, HAHA! Anyway feeling slightly cheated, I asked if I could interview them for my article. HEHE! so now I'm officially done with one article with photos!
Ohh! This girl here, her name is ZHAOLIN!!!! I was super shock when I hand in the report! I was like "WHOS ZHAOLIN??!?!!!" then she jumped out from her chair la! she's like "me... (O O") HAHAHA!! Because Zhaolin is a unique name la, all my life I've only known one Zhaolin and now a China girl! HHAAH!! Not bad eh, Miss Neo, you're a quarter China girl also!! HEHEH! Ah Gong is from CHINA! Same class as Zhaolin, interesting!

Honestly, this semester has been rather demoralizing for me, because Chuan and Yong is of a different class from me, I hope I won't miss out of their life man. It's like everytime I see them, I'm just super happy la! HAHA! *Gay abit* without them school like is Lost man! HAHA! both of them are like the anchor that holds me in place man. They look out for me like a brother would do, I mean seriously just thank God for them so much! :D Shall catch up with both of them soon! Like since school reopen only manage to talk to Chuan. Yong hurt his leg, so abit hard to make him stay back after school as he needs to see a physicist for them. So wells, we'll see how it goes then.

This is piece about the best day I've ever had.

I think you know how I feel
When the moon shines above us
As Waves crashes into the shore and the breeze so strong I felt as though I'm flying away into the ocean but you were there holding me with your glance and I can smell the fragrant coming from you as the wind blows it makes me weak on my knees

Honey, you're the Sun that shines in my darkness
you're the rock upon which I stand
and when you're sitting right beside me the time just seems stop for you and me
I could not ask for anything more than this
I need you like the ocean needs its shore

And the lights they reflect from the sea making it looks as though a candle flame dancing for us celebrating a perfect night that meant only for You and I
It is then that I realize that I could never go on without you
You're the strength that assured me when I felt that I couldn't walk on no more
I'm tired but with you I found a reason to stay tall

Your laughter are the most precious, don't blame me for being persistent or just simply jealous HA! It was all because you're precious to me. You can laugh all you want and I would just seat right beside you and rest in the knowledge that you're happy because of me... Thank you for everything, Hands down it was the best day I've ever had.

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Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race from self-control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine.
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

The words are hushed, let's not get busted.
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered;
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey, did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close,
They can't hear, so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember.
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair,
That you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late.
And this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it and I let you in,
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist,
And you kissed me like you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it.
That you meant it, that you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.

NO!!!! SCHOOL WORK SUCKS! ALL MY SUBS ARE LITERALLY MATH, MATHS AND MORE MATHS! DEAR GOD, GIVE ME WISDOM & AND THIS THING CALLED STRENGTH TO SCORE WELL THIS TIME! CAN'T REALLY CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE BUT THESE BOOKS THAT ARE SET BEFORE ME?

WELL, I GOT TO GO MUG A LITTLE NOW. . .

"It gets a little harder without you around"

I can literally feel the chaos around me, I don't think I'll try to pretend.

"Perhaps Vampires is abit strong, but..." - Arctic Monkeys

Well I've seen your eyes as they fix on me
What is he doing? What on earth's the plan? Has he got one?
You'd better give me some pointers
Since you are the big rocket launcher and I'm just the shotgun

Well I ain't got no dollar signs in my eyes
That might be a surprise but it's true
That I'm not like you and I don't want your advice
Or your praise or to move in the ways you do
And i never will.

Cause all you people are vampires
And all your stories are stale
And though you pretend to stand by us
I know you're sure that we'll fail

Well I've seen your eyes as they fix on me
Full of confusion
Your snarl is just so condescending
Try to explain that we're onto a win
If you feel we get in
Near recoups what we're spending

He says, I can't believe that you drove all that way
Well how much did they pay ya? How much did they pay ya?
You'd've been better to stay round our way
Thinking 'bout things but not actually doing a thing

Cause all you people are vampires
And all your stories are stale
And though you pretend to stand by us
I know you're sure that we'll fail.

Cause all you people are vampires
And all your stories are stale
And though you pretend to stand by us
I know you're sure that we'll fail.

Cos all you people are vampires!

Well, I guess its really not that easy to just leave everything and go on my own way. I don't wish to say more...

Boarding a bus to Hue at 7PM, should reach by tomorrow if nothing goes wrong...

Ciao~

Finally, Found a hostel that has internet! Whew~ Spent the last 3 days in Dalat. Initially the weather was something new to me, a mere 10degree Celius. My breath was smoking man! the hotel room don't even need a air-conditional" Bliss, so I thought.

After one night there, the cold and the rain just eats into your soul and you start to wonder, why the hell didn't I bring that sweater of mine?! HAHAH! Now I understand what Noel and Liam from Oasis is singing about in their song Live Forever

"Lately did you ever feel the pain, from the morning rain that soaks into your soul"

Oh wells. Though I don't really wanna make people back in Singapore worry?? But I guess I shall blog it out?

Just yesterday we decided to pay the famous "Elephant Waterfall" So we woke up early in the morning and rented a Motorbike and rode into the mountains! It was freezing cold. The view was breath-taking and I got carried away and didn't watch the road ahead? Guess what? HAHA! First time riding, I crash! Gosh, thank God that it was only cuts and all? Not fracture and such. No need for stitches, I reckon. It was pretty bad, because of the rain and ahead of me was Yong who suddenly stopped his bike because of a bridge that was way to slippery to ride over. So when I looked up and saw him, I jammed my brakes and the whole bike slip and crash. Sigh~ Thank God for the Villager there who help me clean my wounds and apply some painful medications on them!

Now I'm down with Fever and shit, Food tasted like crap to me and all I wanna do is lie down and rest though I've just arrive in another town, Nah Trang. It was so painful that I didn't sleep the whole night thus I am still quite sick now. Bleah~ The Bus ride here wasn't any smoother either thus I didn't get any chance to shut that eyes and mind of mine. I mean, how can you really rest when your bus nearly fell into a cliff because of a combination of Mud and rain?! HAHA! This is all so cool! What an Experience! I guess I have a story to tell and some explainations to do for my parents.

Dear, Sister. If you're reading this now? Please don't tell Mom and DAD. HAAH! Don't want them to worry? instead you can laugh at my shenanigans then~ HAHA! I did and I still find it pretty funny. Well, by the time I come home, all these wound should turn to scaps and scars. So don't tell them Okay? (:

Okay, its raining heavily outside this town and walking in the rain is less enjoyable than the musical itself? So I'm just sitting here, maybe head up to my room and rest till I get better? Yup!

On a lighter note, I manage to take some pretty awesome photos here and there! HHAAH! YAY! Shall show you all when I'm back! (: Be strong Josh! Be Safe!

"It seems to me that the road ahead is still far from home and I just wanna run home to everything that brings me comfort, run to to the place where I could see your pretty face. Its clear now that the streets may not be too kind to me but I'm still pretty far from home. I wish that I could cry and whine and dive into the place where the sun shines and the breakwaters calms. Your smile was all that it takes for me to walk on though my bleeding leg forbids me to. Because I know, if I just walk, just walk... Soon I'll find my way back to you. Please forgive my carelessness, though from it I learn. And as the rains pours into the streets where my soles leads, I know you'll be singing to me... Rain, pain go away. Come again another day. Be safe, be safe and soon you'll find my sole right outside your door. (:"

Second day in Veitnam, when I first reached here. I was a little shocked by the culture and people here? The traffic and all is totally out of my imagination. My mind was filled with anticipation and wonder but this all is a little hard to swallow. From the first few hours I was already starting to miss home and the people that I hold dear to.

I know that this trip requires me to step out of my comfort zone and really just pause this whole island like for me for a whole two weeks but I'm here and I'm ready to learn and see how far can I go without the comfort of my ife. But to be honest I miss it so much... Never knew that it could be so hard?

Well, on the first day I've already been con a couple of times. Thank God its not those big con? But you know, people who is trying to make a living here rake up their price by a few thousand dong for us. HAHA! Yong is our con magnet, no offence but his outfit is way too nice for any Vietnamese, it just spells one word: Tourist. On the other hand, me in my oversized shirt, torn pants and a freaking dirty sneakers Cylo and Motor taxis tend to ignore calling out for me(as they are only interested in Turidt(how Vietnamese pronouce Tourist). HAHA!

The Weather here is all sunny so far? Drizzle a bit and Sunshine a lot. HA! Awesome. In the coming days and Destination I won't know what to expect but Ho Chin Minh City has been an EYE opener. I will continue to update if situation allows. (: So those that are worry for me, just wanna say a BIG "Kar Merr" to you. (Vietnam for THANK YOU) Those back at home, take care of yourself too? HEHE! Ciao!

To My Sis: HAHAH! Nope, It's just a little joke between Peihao and me" :D Anyway, just came back from Dinner. Man, I got to say they serve the best coffee I've ever tasted! haha! the fruits here is rather unique too. Haven't seen anything that tasted like Mango and looks like an orange? haha! Anyway, its just awesome. I think the Vietmanese have the most cheerful smile here man. HAHA! It's just nice people watching here. Seriously, Tell Mom and Dad and Peihao. I really miss you guys man... Life here is kinda independent kind? So I have myself only to count on and Please, I'm not about to HANKY PANKY with YONG? hahaha!! You can trust me on that! HAHA! Seriously, being here makes me appreciate the one thing called family more. I see alot of homes and family just sitting along the streets eating dinner and all. makes me ralize that though PeiHao and You can be a PITAS(ask peihao what it means) sometime? Also Daddy and mommy.. BUT at least I dont have to pay to have a roof? and Lunch and dinner is always on Daddy. HAHA! Ohh! As They might get a little worried? tell them I really miss them and I'm really doing fine. (: (: If anything pops up or what? I'll be sure to SMS you first hand? HAHA!! Take care!!! (:

Lastly, to the Miss Green and Blue Letter.

Gosh, I Miss you so so much! HAHA! everywhere I go, you were just on my mind. It almost makes it hard to stay here any longer. Wanna run back to you man! HAHA! Yong couldn't figure out why I was so quiet the whole time, I just smile and show him a reverse peace sign. HAHA! I doubt he knows that, only you will know I guess? HAHA! Anyway, I haven't read the blue one, I figure that if I do that I might just book the first flight out back home haha! and Secondly, in respond to the green one. Though you might not know enough to let the words make it pass your mouth but I'm willing to wait to hear the words you'd never say... just like how I'm eagerly waiting to read the blue note you gave me, when on the plane that is. :D

Thirty more minutes, and I'm all set to go... I smiled and then I frown a little. Thinking of the comfort and people that I have to leave behind. It's really not that easy I reckon, but I suppose I could use some fresh air. Thank God for everything so far? and all these hours and months spent thinking about this. Somehow I realize...

The hardest part is not being a part of something or someone... but letting go.

Anyway, Got to go. My car is waiting for me.

"Take a deep breath and dive into the unknown"

Bye Bye!

My Favorite Book - Stars
I was always late
You're never afraid
That we could be fallin' (fallin')
All our friends would say
That maybe we should wait
But they can't see what's comin' (comin')
And to this day when everything breaks
You are the anchor that holds me

And that is why we'll always make it
How I know your face
All the ways you move
You come in, I can read you
You're my favourite book
All the things you say
The way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive

When the days are long
The thunder and the storm
Can always get me cryin' (cryin')
You can make my bed
I'll get into it
Shattered but not lonely (lonely)
'Cause I never knew a home
Until I found your hands
And when I'm withered
You come to me you're my best friend


And that is why we'll always make it
How I know your face
All the ways you move
You come in, I can read you
You're my favourite book
All the things you say
The way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive

And when we're making love
I'll give everything up for your touch

How I know your face
All the ways you move
You come in, I can read you
You're my favourite book
All the things you say
The way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive

And when you go to work
All the day I wait
And we can recount our time in our little place

Our little place, our little place
Our little place, our little place, our little place

Can't believe, I will be leaving on monday. Right now I can only say, I don't really know how to tell the people around me, as it came to some I've already told a shock. Some advice me not to go but I don't really know myself too? I guess I need some kind of a extreme ground zero experience just to really restart everything, absolutely everything that had happened in these past quarter year?

Maybe just needed to know how far I could go before I break? Ha! Well, the place that I'm going just got hit by Hurricane Katherina, So I really don't know what to expect. I'll be safe, at least I'll try. (:

Anyway, its a straight 13days with Yong. (:

Vietnam... Here I come!! HA!

Don't miss me, folks!