I know I am suppose to say something here? but honestly I'm just at a situation where I am speechless and thoroughly lost for word to covey what I meant to say.

I am just one hell of a tired soul"

Give me sometime, don't go away just yet? I'll come back once I am ready and recharged...

Whatever makes us humans, is very ability to love and protect what we believe in and to hope in every possible positive outcome. I have seen way too much to even comment. All I can say is that it take a mighty responsibility to take care of oneself needless to say another half in your life. To be a good partner to that special someone will cost you more than you could ever give and if it need to your comfort zone? Perhaps thats what makes us human?


A mother that finds it hard to express herself to her children through words and gesture of love and concern. Finds herself working hard, paying all the bills and fees just to rest in the knowledge that her children will not have to worry about anything and they could have a comfortable life.

A boy who's so in love with this girl, after many weeks of communicating finally ran out of words to tell her how much he cared. So he left the conversation and starts to wonder why he's never gonna get it right. But neither did he know that all he need was to just listen to her.

A man, who's after years in a relationship still stays deeply in love with his other half. With communications breakdown here and there he accepted who she is and with a bigger heart holds her hand and walk on this life together.

A girl who's so deeply in love with this boy for years, only to find that things weren't going too well for them. Fights and quarrel were a constant song sang to each other. And finally when she realize, if she had realize long ago... she left him for good. The boy got what he deserved and years later his heart froze on the streets and pass away in the very place where she first met him. while he was waiting for her return...

A girl who's cling on to a relationship that ended years ago, the boy came back and things weren't the same but with the same affections she looked into the massive hole and try her best to fill the emptiness only to find herself falling over and over again.

A girl who's so ignorant about the very meaning of life because she was pampered from the very start. Finally fall in love with a man not knowing the best for herself do whatever she can to be with him. Sadly, she'd never know how he feels and one day he cheated on her and staring in the beer glass wondering what went wrong, angry and sad, Ignorant.

Whatever makes us human? Emotions, Faith, Hope, love, fear, pain, disappointment...

We could do all we can to feel better inside, run from our sorrows and drown in our happiness after all that is what life is all about. You gain some and you lose some. I have no complains, just don't want no regrets at the end of the day...

Step out.

Hey there, finally I could muster the strength to give a short entry, though my splitting headache is still there. I am like all pain from neck up onwards, I think its because of the lack of sleep this week? Maths and all that stress that my tough brain could handle.

Anyway exams are a few weeks away and I am pretty petrify about the very idea of a all maths study plan. Sigh, God give me power!

So after RWP today, I have got to say it was the most awesome day of my week? Too bad Yong can't be with me and Chuan. Because after class I plucked in my laptop and we screen *Watchmen* over the projector and we had super power speakers, off the lights and Tada! Afternoon lunch time blockbuster! It was a super long show? Interesting but the room was super cold! And HAHA! our room was like surrounded with glass windows? and other class could just glance through? And the show happen to have some Sex scene and me and Chuan were so embarrass then we hid our face when those "watchmen" were doing you know what? HAHA! But it was fun, then Noel came in from rock gym I suppose and took over my place as Chuan's Movie companion while I head for my dinner with Cel,

Went Ikea, it was really funny? Because she commented that I was very talkative so now I will watch my mouth when I'm talking to her? HAHA! Just to make her feel bad I pretend to ask for her permission to speak in my car. :P :P anyway It was fun, walked around, when to sit sit around on IKEA's bed sofa! HAH! Food's not bad just that I was still hungry by the time I was done with my fish. Sent her home after that for Church.

So yup! That was pretty much my day? It was awesome! Yong please get well soon alright? will be praying for you! Take care! Let the power of love dooooo doo the rest! HAHA!

And for you! Please rest well, damn worry for you can? I shall wait for another week till I see you again, Please bathe and rest early?! HAHA! Will be praying for you! (:

Everyone! I present to you, Mr Lee Teng Han Chester! This will be him if he ever to be animated! Sorry Chest! Sometimes you do sound a ton loads like him! Hawhaw!

*take a deep breath*

Be strong Josh...

Yet another sleepless night has dawn upon my tired soul. When fury fills my mind and its keeping me from surrendering into my sleep, shots of photographic memory hits me like a heavy brick and suddenly I find myself not breathing at all. It's like I'm wearing this facade' on the outside and I had about enough of pretending to be important, pretending to be ignorant, and pretending to have peace with myself. It's a mask that no one wants to wear and I've somehow find myself sinking into this facade and it will hurt if I even try to yank it out from my face. I think I'm way over my head and maybe, just maybe I celebrated too early.

Perhaps I should wear this mask and brave it through this storm and hope that when everything is over It would flake away like how it all ended with a smile.

I can't sleep, I can't dream tonight, I'm just a man who yearns to be himself trapped in a memory that I no longer belong to, I need to find the strength to break away. Maybe I'll burn maybe I'll discard those empty promises that I once made so that I can finally vindicate from all these blames.

Dropped a rock into the water and it sinks, throw a dream high enough it'd fall back into its place. Gravity? It's working against me, twice as much ain't twice as good. I understand that now, maybe I'll close, maybe I'll break, maybe I'll learn to find out what it is to be me again... I need to be.

"It's okay Josh, just let it go... I'm a man, I take what I can."

Nessa, this is Christine. HAHA! Damn shuai right??! HAHA! I feel inferior being beside her man! HAHA! Yeah!


Okay, second update of the day. Had lunch with my brother and Junwei, then Tennis at Daniel's place. Everyone is so inspired by last week's Wimbledon Finals. HAHA! It's so funny James keep coming up with player's name when he was hitting, I guess it make him feel like the particular player if he call out their name real loudly. :D
Was damn lousy with tennis but my brother was damn good! Damn proud of him la! So I was bored and went to swim in the pool with Junwei, Had a small talk with him about everything else. Good good.

Then Soccer at 5pm! After swimming and Tennis! HAHA! My boots was torn and I had to play barefoot! Surprisingly me and my brother teamed up and he scored two goals! Which practically makes him our MVP of today's game! HAHA! Stupid la! Both goals were accident according to him. Then I just smile, What a beautiful accident he turn out to be! :D

Okay, erm... Dinner after that, saw my children teacher! He and his family were having dinner there! Teacher Wee Kok. I used to laugh at his name. HAHA! He left church when I was P5 so imagine his face when he saw me. I was close to him then. SO yeah. It's just nice.... Nostalgia.

Nothing much, I guess? Hmm... Wednesday Re-test, Friday Chalet with Xavier and Gang. So far only those. Better write it down in my planner. Got to Mug now~ Goodnightt Goodnightt!





For you I will - Teddy Geiger

Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

Oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cause I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
A thousand times, no more camouflauge
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

Oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That's what I'd do
That's what I'd do
That's what I'd do, to get through to you

Oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will


/ Did I say something wrong again? :X

Okay, Just woke up from a long backbreaking snooze, Don't know why everyday I'll wake up with a body full of aches. Must be me still trying to get us to this bed. Oh well, was really tired because the night before didn't sleep much due to another attempt to study overnight, and thus I finished all my chapters! Whoo! Which means! Overnight glory for me! Gonna revise before the test or something.

After studying stayed overnight at Christine's place, gosh saw a picture of her wearing a dress and all! It was so different, HAH! She's too shuai la, imagine her in dress and MAKE UP! HAHAAH! Yeah, found out that she's not a bunk, or "L*sbian. She's a complete auntie who just hates to wear dress. Seriously la, she is so so so auntie! HAHA! Gosh! But her mom is damn nice like just feed me so much food in the early morning. And her house's master bed room is like damn huge, like 3 times wider and 2 times longer than my room man! Huge, haha! Thank your parent for me, Auntie Christine. :P

Okay, so this week has been the most really hectic and many many things have happened and I've got to say it got me quite down from time to time. Issue 5, failure in most test, some stupid moronic people problems too...

Okay, so yesterday had a talk with Chuan. He told me that I was being to open to everyone else around me and that is why I was getting so much attention from the opposite sex and in a way had caused me some trouble too. He told me that there weren't any line drawn between friends and potential lover. I totally understand what he meant by that but in case you who are reading this is jumping ahead of me... NOTHING happened between me and them.

I actually typed out all the things that happened but I deleted it. I guess it's not important whatever the details is? Just feel that it's all too complicated and stupid to put on this blog. Don't wanna waste my reader's time la. HAHA!

Was damn affected because before Chuan and Yong left for Rock Climbing, he said only one thing: Don't go around giving out your love. SIgh~ Damn shitty feeling. That was why I was looking like crap when I went for fellowship.

oh well,

Egg Choo was damn sweet? She shared with me her share bear! She entrusted it to me for accompany sake. Because I have like retest this week and that she said it will help cheer me up. HAHA! By just looking at it makes me smile like what la! Because in my mind was this image of a big man having a purple care bear strap to this bag. HAHA! Gosh! But it was really awesome! Thanks so so so much! :) :) :)

So after dinner I sent Vanessa to her grandma's place and it was super cool because once I parked my car and we just talk non stop for like two hours till like 11:15PM, I'm so going to be skin by Auntie Shirley. HAH! we even had toilet breaks, NOT in my car of course. I drove to the nearest coffee shop. Ha ha! and Like outside the car there were like this bench with a couple talking and all. HAHA! They must be so envious of us(not because we're a couple or what) but because we have a air-conned place to talk. HAHA! Cool! Anyway it's just nice. Thanks Nessa, definitely felt better after talking, Seriously I guess she the only one who knows all the shit I'm going through besides Chuan and Yong

So yeah, sorry if all my explanations were really vague, it's only because there of no cause for concern. If you wanna know can ask me luh. :) I'll be glad to talk.



Talk - Coldplay

Oh brother I can’t, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you 'cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you

You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung or do
Something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they’re talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung or do
Something that's never been done, do
Something that's never been done

So you don't know where you're going and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all, let's talk
Let's talk, let's talk, let's talk

Went blog hopping to Chuan and Yong's blog, was really happy for them, Seeing their life all so filled up with love ones and a partner to brave through any thick and thin together. It's just nice. :) I guess God has his very own timing to make things happen, seeing them from a year ago and now. Just amazes me how much both of them have change so far! :)

Okay, so last paper came in today at around 1PM, I score a C. 56/100. Chuan got 100/100 and Yong, 84/100. I know I ought to work harder but seriously I'm just so so so tired.

Had editorial meeting today, the magazine is going to be launch next tuesday and I was suppose to be in charge of the launch but few weeks back Fairuz decided that we should do the magazine and she called for a meeting to discuss it but it never came and upon hearing that she kinda broke down due to stress I didn't wanna push her for an answer about whether we should do the launch. But when the meeting starts she asked me what happened to my proposal. I totally froze, I thought I knew what I was doing but now seems like other people stepped in to clear up my "mess" Felt really bad. But well, don't wanna feel bad for myself since the magazine is going to be out so there is nothing to complain about.

Oh wells, Christine just called to ask if I wanna study tomorrow, OVERNIGHT! I agreed la, though I don't like the idea of studying Maths overnight but well, retest is next week and if I don't start I will surely die! Oh wells, not that bad la, will be having breakfast with her the next day so well, shall look forward to that meal then.

Shall have sufficient snooze to carry me through the night! So, yeah. Goodnight Goodnightt! (:

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer

Hey there, thanks for reading again I hope I didn't pissed anyone off from the previous few post. :D

I have the TV behind me blaring about MJ's Memorial Concert or whatever you call it, I have seen people getting really irritated about this whole MJ's death thing? Everyone thought that people should have cherished him while he was still alive and screaming, but seriously what do we know, we're all humans. When it's there you just can't see it but when it's being taken away from you and when the gap is finally missing a puzzle piece, we find all possible ways to bring a little memory of something back with us. Wow.

Anyways, got back my material results today. Was rather disappointed with myself, because despite studying so hard I still score lower than my friends. Yeah, A mere 80 marks seriously don't justify the knowledge I have for this subject. I feel so vulnerable now, because I suppose tomorrow comes and when the result for the last paper is up I would have expect no more than an F that is. In case you're wondering, I am not a pessimist! (: I am gonna put on a good fight! just that I am at the most disadvantage now! I try not to compare myself with others? I guess the biggest opponent is still myself. So much failure thus far but if I refuse to drop I guess I will not stop.

Okay, this is something I should share. So I starve for a week and finally come up with $50 to pay my bills, and upcoming school fees and laptop loan is gonna be due. So I become so restless and I thought I was going to die but when I hand my sis the fifty to deposit into the account she found out that I have like $250 more and told me that the GST offset is in. I was like so relief man, and the most amazing thing is that I prayed really hard for nothing to go wrong after those due dates. True enough money fell from my lord's heaven and into my rescue. :D Amazing eh?

Someone once gave me a "Virtue Card", It says Wisdom on top and that it has no expiry date.
"For toll-free assistance available 24 hours a day, call on God and mediate on the following PIN (Passage of Insight Needed)

If any of you lacks WISDOM, he should ask God, who gives generously to all... James 1:5


She gave this to me during my exam period a few years back, I've got to say that was the most thoughtful gift I've ever received and it remains in my wallet till this very day. For it gave me the strength I needed at this point of time... Thank you, Zhaolin. :)


Yeah! Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost.
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Lost! -Coldplay

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I would cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get
What I deserved
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting until the firing stopped
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

(piano solo)

Ohhh and I...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off
Ohhh and I..
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

Maths: 27 upon 100
ADM : 35 upon 100


Retest for me, on 15th. WIll be freedom from then.

Sheets, wonder what did I do wrong this time? Can one serious force oneself to love something that hate so much to the core of it? it's maths and numbers for me.



Broken Man - Boys like girls

I want to scream until no sound comes out and you learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I dont have to make a bad impression
I need to start to be myself
'cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me
I need to start to be myself
Because I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I won't let you bring me down (I took one big step and I looked away)
It's here and now I'm breaking out (and I thought of all the things that i wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate)
I will learn to love again (I took one big step and I looked away)
But i will stand a broken man (And I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late...)

Okay, so I woke up really late today and missed a lecture or two and stepped in to my class getting scolded by Monster Mok, get back my results and it says nothing more than an F which spells: Retest! Which means I have to go back to my studying stint!

I wonder if I am turning to a softer and weaker side of myself these days? I was shock when my teacher snapped at me and I was totally speechless? Maybe I know that I was already late and that I have a certain respect for him? Well, all these just feels really gay-ish. I don't know why.

I was discussing like cookbooks with Stacy and Sylvy over dinner yesterday when the guys are playing inside the room, Sheets!

Then suddenly I feel so much about how a girl feels and all that Juik Yong has manage to even get a date with his dream girl! And by the way the girl really suits him man, super pairing! So Yong! Don't screw this UP!!!

HAHA!

Okay, I use to be like this MCP who don't gives a second thought about what I say about females as long as it is funny and of course they can't hear me. Now whenever I cross a female driver I would let them be and even smile to some who happen to see my face of shock upon sudden brakes and skits. Wow, what is happening to me?

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On the lighter note, HAHAH! I saw Hui Wen's picture from Yong's phone today, I can truly say, Wow, they look like damn pairing(i think I said that earlier) I really hope he can succeed in wooing her! HAHA! Jia you!

Sometimes, when you're of age things like this just sound so normal, I guess it's just part of life yeah?

I saw Lynn's FB photo montage for Eugene. It's real nice to see them, thinking about the days when Eugene don't even dare to sit beside her over on bus 15. HAHA! Season for love man,

Chuan has Joyce, and their Anniversary just pass! 4 years and going strong literally, her birthday this week so Chuan has another major dates!

Hui wen's in Vietnam and she said she will call Yong once she's back. Haha! Wow. Seems like everyone is a pair now.

Sylvy and Richard, ultimate coolness, she said she knew that he was always the one for her and that God told her that. HAHA!

Daniel Ong, and Stacy who has little miss adorable Kateleen to toddle with, HAHA! It's just damn nice to see them. And Kateleen Whines!! Poor Daniel!

Not forgetting Chester, who has Steph, P.s: chest, you're abit talkative man. Sorry but sometimes I think I need that silent moment from you to do work and stuff? and that saving the earth joke today? or rather any other joke that you crack, to be honest are totally uncalled for, it's kinda lame? and not really that all hilarious? offensive at times? I really wonder if you could just be yourself and erm... embrace that silent for a mere 30MINS, we're all kinda turned off by it and yeah... don't wanna front you no more so that is why I am stating it here?? Think about it, Thanks, No offense though. (:

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So, Yup! Seasons for LOVE for you guys! HAHA!

Well, I guess I should be hitting the old dusty road... :D

Goodnightt, Sleep well, sleep well.

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-/We watch the season pull up its own stakes,
And catch the last weekend of the last week,
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced.
Another sun soaked season fades away.

You have stolen my heart.
You have stolen my heart...

I am so tired now, I have a major headaches and I skip that aspirin because someone told me its bad for me and I promised I'll try to cut down, and though I am dying here but those pills stayed in the box...

I think I just needed sleep and rest, and somehow I think I might be missing someone bad enough for days. ): I really wish I could pretend on but I feel kinda weak and it's bad enough trying hard not to stare into her eyes... Ohwells.

I went to school to collect my car today after I lent it to Chuan for his Anniversary with Joyce last night and I saw Yong doing up a mixed tape for the girl he is going after, for the first time he looked really hopeful and throughout the week I have been helping him and teaching him all the possible sweet stuff he can do for Hui Wen, HAH! I feel like some love guru mans, and the mixed tape idea? Was my idea, HAHA! I told him to draw up something neutral on the disc like a big "HELLO" on it to package the gift. Of course after all my advice the girl agreed to go out with him today! Whhooo!! I feel so pro like with courting girls. :P HAHA! but seriously my main principle to him was that he should be sensitive to a lady's feeling and respect whatever decisions she made. Yup. So guys out there, take out a pen and paper and start writing. But I don't know why, non of those sheets ever work for me. The one I've fallen for don't have the same feeling towards me. HAHA! Seriously I don't know why, I feel so loser... HAHA!

Maybe because I ain't the nicest guy around her... Yup, I don't know?


Anyway I hope that Yong can find someone he can be vulnerable to and show all his troubles and Joy to luh :D

Anyways, Mom came for service today after what happened early this week. I sincerely pray for her to come back to the lord who cares ever so much for her. (: details bit personal so I shan't blog about it, Yup, Amen.


Sigh~ In pain, in pain!! Tooth ache, headache, body ache, sunburnt.

Ohh!! and Charlene is really "argh!!!" I mean Xavier is really nice but I can't breath man!!!! Seriously!!!!! I just wanna shout and scream!!! Argh!! She is soooo!!! Sigh... I cannot take it man, now when she sms me to go out I don't reply her straight I just reply Xavier to see if he's going if not I won't..! I was like mugging overnight the other day and I got her sms telling me to watch a movie after my paper which I will be damn shag and all? Then I didn't reply because I was mugging and all and she knew I am studying overnight and she still asked me out for movie? I only replied in the morning after my paper and when she receive my sms she woke up and call me right away and scolded me that I didn't reply her sms immediately? and I told her I was studying she said that I was lying because on my facebook I uploaded some Polaroid photos I took with Chuan and Yong. She said I look like I didn't study and I was playing the whole night, I was freaking pissed because I really studied damn freaking hard? and Since when I need a girl to report to? I'm not even her boyfriend or what man, and if you who are reading this is thinking in your mind that I lead her on? I can seriously say a straight FREAKING NO! man, I didn't reply her directly as said earlier I always refer back to Xavier man. I can't tell you how pissed I am. She's so argh! Bu tong shi!!! Then today she asked me out for dinner and I told her already I try she sms me asking me what time I end church and that she knows that my car is not with me so she wanted to come down to pick me up? And asked me where is my church without me even telling her if I wanted to go?!! I was damn pissed man, I told my bro, I can take a bus what am I, needy and all now?! or better still I haven't even agreed. And when I was eating with my mom she kept calling me and smsing me if I am done with my stuff when I already told her I am eating with my mom? I mean it's seriously damn insensitive? I mean I only get to eat with my mom once a week? and today she's in church thats why I get to eat dinner with her? I mean, I wanna scream till no sound comes out and she learnt her lesson. I can't believe I actually had such charm on this girl man, I mean I don't mind saying man, She's interested in me, Damn interested I can honestly say, If not then I really don't know what is this man. Gosh! Give me some air... Xavier's okay though, he's damn nice. Sigh~ Headache!!



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Maybe I begin to miss you because I find rest in your presence ... I know I shouldn't though,

another week of wait here I come...




Ungodly Hour - The Fray

Don't talk, don't say a thing
Cause your eyes they tell me more than your words
Don't go, don't leave me now
Cause they say the best way out is through

And I am short on words knowing what's occurred
She begins to leave because of me

Her bag is now much heavier
I wish that I could carry her
But this is our ungodly hour

I know you're leaving now
Cause I held on to my way tightly
Stay still until you know
Tomorrow finds the best way out is through

And I am short on words knowing what's occurred
She begins to leave because of me

Her bag is now much heavier
I wish that I could carry her
But this is our ungodly hour


Miss you...

I just finished studying for my Material science! OVERNIGHT! Was kinda proud of myself, especially with Chuan and Yong. It's just perfect! (: Surely after studying for it I went in to the classroom with a heavy eyes and tons of doubts in my mind. I was afraid I won't remember any sheets after all that hectic studying few hours ago... But thank God the paper was really easy for me and I happen to be the first in my class to finish and I am almost certain I can get an A!! Hehe! All thanks to God! and The people who sms me prayers and encouragement! The fight is over and now I look forward to end sem exam with hope though I thought it was really unfair?! Because I hate MATHS to the coreeeee!! And only now finally something I can excel in! :D

Thank You, people like:

Zhaolin for those sweet encouragement you gave!

Xin Yuan for those laughter you brought upon on my stressful days

Aik Choo for wanting to offer me your care bear in fearing that I will be alone in this period

Jia ling for those surprise sms you sent me and it makes me smile

Celest for your prayer which I find it real sweet of you

Charlene for understanding I needed alot alot of time to study and despite my late reply in sms during my exams days

And last but not least... My beloved, HAHAH! It has to be you, it has to be YOUU... I wondered around and finally found! MUAHAH! Mr Edmund Chan Wei Hao (Hao lian de Hao) for his sms on a bible verse which I kept till today, AHA! You know sms don't last in my inbox for more than 30secs. HAHA! Feeling special yet?

HAH! So yeah, and also not forgetting these awesome friends that God has placed beside me all these whiles through thick and thin, no words of thanks could be used for them because we're just so close that we just won't need those to assure us and we invented a word called "stuck" HAH! Damn hilarious!! Thank You, Chuan, Yong. (: God Bless! Ohh! and that Naughty KK too... White BOY! HAHa!

Thanks Cel, the day was somehow better with you around... Yup.