One week at work, things seems to kick off pretty fine so far. Blogging at work now, well. Though I have loads of things to do but due to my stint as their temp staff I won't have the access to alot of things inside the computer. So now I'm hit with a brick wall and tons of paper work to do.

On the lighter note, all the female staff seems to take on a interest in me. Erm. . . I don't mean to be proud but I have food given to me after lunch almost everyday. Just yesterday Li Joo and Roslind gave me their beard papa puff and Sharon gave me a polar puff. Man, whats with those puff? Today bernie went to starbucks and bought me a scone. Hahah! Seriously, I am gonna get fat and all?

I also have female staff gossip-ing about me, in front of me. Well, they suppose I couldn't hear them because I'm always busy. (:

So far so good, Thank God!

If I told you a secret
You won't tell a soul
Will you hold it and keep it alive
Cause it's burning a hole
And I can't get to sleep
And I can't live alone in this lie

So look up
Take it away
Don't look da-da-da- down the mountain

If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return
Anyone, anything, anyhow

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

Well I stand at the crossroads
Of highroads and lowroads
And I got a feeling it's right

If it's real what I'm feeling
There's no makebelieving
The sound of the wings of the flight of a dove

Take it away
Don't look da-da-da down the mountain
If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return anyone anything anyhow...

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

So look up
Take it away
Don't look da-da-da- down

If the world isn't turning
Your heart won't return anyone anything anyhow...

So take me don't leave me
Take me don't leave me
Baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you

Love will come through
Love will come through
Love will come through

The convenient truth is that my exams are over, way over! Thanks God that through a Junwei I can manage to get a temp Job in his office right after my school holiday kick in.

Shall work my ass off just so next semester will be a easy one. No Money issue. (: In case you don't know specifically what I'm talking about, It's okay. Just Ignore this part. ha!

Anyway, Music has always been my greatest passion and I just realize that my brother, Fred and I are talented? Well, firstly God gave us enough interest and time and erm. . . ability to learn the Guitar, bass, Piano and drums. Secondly I just think we have too much time la. Ha!!

So with my new band up with people like, Fred(drums), Mr CHUAN(Bass), Zhaolin(Vocals), Eugene.c(Guitar),Me(Guitar/Vocals). I can't wait to go back to our sessions. Its gonna be cool, since I've wrote some originals. But Eugene's paper's not over yet so I guess we'll have to wait for another week.

Lets hope, yeah.

I'm almost on my way to a brain freeze! All these days of studying at the school's convention centre, its a really cool place I must say. Literally. My last paper is tomorrow and I'm still not half of where I should be in the knowledge of this tedious subject, I have Chuan beside me playing his PSP because he is DONE with his work, as for me I'll be heading back to my papers after I'm done with this entry.

Some updates, Had rock climbing comp last saturday my ranking wasn't the best of all but I was proud of myself anyway. It was a real eye opener. Though I came in last amongst the 18 people in front of me, I just can't help it but to have a good laugh at my result. All my friends were really disappointed with their performance but well, I'm just glad I'm not in between. Pass with Distinction, Fail with extinction thats what they always say.

A lot of things I'm glad I'm not in between, like the time when I failed every single shit that my previous school gave me to study, but at the end of the day I am where I am not. Well, Sometimes failures is the only way to savour your triumph. And on the other time when I hardly had any self-esteem and confidence. I don't know whoever who reads this may find it prideful or whatsoever but I just thank God that I have enough to get by any shit thrown to me. (:

Anyway Its exam period and I have to concentrate on my papers but truth is I can't wait to get off and spend my holiday, be it idling or a temp job. I'm just glad there's something to look forward now.

Well, Studying the whole day in that chilly library can cause one to go ga ga crazy! It was Maths and more Maths the whole of today. It was nice to have friends there to guide me because I would have unproductive at all.

Someone asked me today, in my opinion is my life a mess or a bless. A little bit of both I would say. Blessed because of the very truth of God himself in my life and of course friends. A mess would be my family and loss of my simple bliss in life. Many a times when my life gets to mundane I create problems for myself and the people I love. But when problems come to me as an inevitable form I am left with nothing more than what I started out with. It can serve as a lesson for me but isn't everybody the same?

Its funny how one justify their own comfort zone.

Oh, do you know that Pringles is a total mess, it contains cancer causing substance. Randomness but seriously, if you see anyone eating it. Tell them it could be their kidney at stake. HA! Thank God I don't snack.

Argh! My days are beginning to be more like a vacuum cleaner!!! It sucks! I don't even know what I'm writing, maybe its the stress! Oh well,

"Come Back To Me"

You say you got to go and find yourself
You say that you’re becoming someone else
Don’t recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you’re leaving as you look away
I know there’s really nothing left to say
Just know I’m here whenever you need me, I will wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you,
Come back to me

Take your time, I won’t go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I’ll keep your things right where you left them
I’ll be here for you

Oh and I’ll let you go, I’ll set your free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you,
Come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I’ll be right here, waiting to see
You find you,
Come back to me

I can’t get close if you’re not there
I can’t get inside if there’s no soul there
I can’t fix you
I can’t save you
It’s something you'll have to do -David Cook

I give up, I surrender, Lord. take control from now on.

A sudden flush of emotions cause me to lose my sleep for countless days and the sad truth is that without this post nobody will ever know that I'm free-falling into nothingness. 
The world I love
The tears I drop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Ever wonder if it's all for you

The world I love
The trains I hop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Come and tell me when it's time to -R.H.C.P "can't stop"