Because of Fishville, nobody updates anymore" I am so bored, felt like I've missed out on my friends life.

Anyway, I am so so tired! Tiles attack from sunday onwards, been squatting the whole day yesterday and today was just pure screwing the tiles back onto the wall. How was the job, you may ask, Screwed up, Literally. HAHA!

I am so tired... Did I say that already? My body aches like sheets now but honestly I've never been happier! Nope, not that all my problems are gone this christmas, life's still pretty much a bitch to me. But I don't know? Finally there is clarity and there is purpose to my little life after all?

Anyway, to all the gummy bears and childhood stories book. You look fantastic tonight, and that rushy walk back to my car was fun because I don't know we could really run! Jay walked to the parking lot, Gay walk on the streets my gawd! As you could tell I'm trying to rhyme like a spinning dim, close your ears if you don't wanna hear but I am smiling so widely because I know that tonight we'll both sleep tight...

The flower, the flower! HAHAH! okay, I know I'm speaking in riddles, if you cant' understand you probably wont hah!! Sorry!

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"As the clock slowly ticks away every single moment that was left in this eventful year, I realized that I've grown, no longer easy on the eye these winkle masterfully disguise the youthful boy below. To me, it has been a really painful year, the cup was half empty from the start but through all those hurts and pain I've found the strength to stand up again from all my mistakes and that someday, when I rise I can look back and know that I was there and that somehow why the pain was needed. Thanks, summer. I hope there is joy in all that we hold after all..."