
posted : Wednesday, December 02, 2009
title : Holding on to you
In your smile, all the tears that fell to the ground was well worth it... ever wonder if it's all for you? *smile*
In the midst of our happiness there she was lying dead on the tarmac lifeless and her devastated partner screams into the night without comfort and soul left in him... And there he was, sad and knowing that he had to live alone in his life from now onwards. I can't help but think to myself how lucky I must have been being able to sit by your side in the late hours, I was alone and unprepared but somehow I find my soles in front of your apartment... Sometimes they say love is a insidious game you play not to win but to have something or rather someone more than yourself to care for... Its hard, I experienced it myself and I have learnt the many sides of myself. The vulnerable side of me when all I needed was some kind of assurance and the helpless side of me when I knew that your world is not okay. Somehow, in my atmosphere you're the most important element that keeps my head up strong and gives me strength to face the day. Its sad, when I heard about the accident that happened a few blocks away. I cannot imagine what that guy must be feeling now. But it makes me realize that we have to learn to appreciate every time and moment that we could spend with one another because life is so fragile and precious I don't even wanna think about what it feels like losing hope and soul over you. So I am dying to know you, dying to see who you really are deep inside and so far I can only say to you... I love what I see and no doubt I still don't know a lot about you but I promise I stay around to figure that out with you... And tonight you're just stunning, with you hopping around so freely, it makes my heart smile so widely and I bet only you could see through all my facade and mask, only you can read my eyes and tell me that all is gonna be okay... I'm thankful for you. As I'm lying beside you, with a certain envy of the life you lead. Please see that I have always been there for you and I've been good to you. So lets not waste this evening baby I beg of you and talk to me like the night will never end. And at last, with his wailing still in the wind, I learnt to cherish every moment with you, and I whispered the three simple words in your ear at your embrace that brings hope and strength to a better tomorrow with you" Yours Always, Mr StickerBook --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Broken - Lifehouse The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time And I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain (In the pain) there's the healing In your name (In your name) I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin') I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin') I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hanging on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hanging on to the words you say You said that I would, would be ok The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain (In the pain) there is healing In your name (In your name) I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin) I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin') I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin') I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm barely holdin' on to you |