In here, You Can always be Who you wanna be
It was it's Cliffhanger's intentions to Draw you Near




posted : Monday, October 26, 2009
title : to break or bury
Say a silent prayer, hope that I won't explode screaming at the top of my lung because... HOTMAIL SCREWED UP AGAIN! I CAN'T CHECK MY MAIL AND DO WORK! I HAVE TONS OF ARTICLES TO FINISH AND IT WON'T EVEN LET ME SEND ANY EMAILS!!!

.....Stupid....


Anyway, back to school! back to school! Means, that I have to start studying smart this time. I have so much to do, events, homework and magazine. But I'm happy! HEHE! because I have the best supporter anyone could have! :D

I was just reading out my article the other day, though I thought it was like really distasteful but right after I read it out to myself you gave me a wide smile and told me that its good. I can't believe it either but with that smile as a assurance I was sure that the article is almost done, thanks!! :D

Anyway, Chuan & Yong went for Maths class just now, and the brought me bad news... Yong is officially lost in the topics... Which means, that Chuan will lost... AND me? Will be completely lost on Wednesday which is my Maths tutorial. *SHIVER*

So today, was late for class because I was running some errands in the morning. Stepped into class all covered with sweat. Sat down with my latest classmate, I was like, wow! All girls! SHIT! HAHAH! then I'm a repeat student so naturally I did the report for them with the help of some girls for maths. HAHA! You know, I'm just bad with calculations, HAHA! Anyway feeling slightly cheated, I asked if I could interview them for my article. HEHE! so now I'm officially done with one article with photos!


Ohh! This girl here, her name is ZHAOLIN!!!! I was super shock when I hand in the report! I was like "WHOS ZHAOLIN??!?!!!" then she jumped out from her chair la! she's like "me... (O O") HAHAHA!! Because Zhaolin is a unique name la, all my life I've only known one Zhaolin and now a China girl! HHAAH!! Not bad eh, Miss Neo, you're a quarter China girl also!! HEHEH! Ah Gong is from CHINA! Same class as Zhaolin, interesting!

Honestly, this semester has been rather demoralizing for me, because Chuan and Yong is of a different class from me, I hope I won't miss out of their life man. It's like everytime I see them, I'm just super happy la! HAHA! *Gay abit* without them school like is Lost man! HAHA! both of them are like the anchor that holds me in place man. They look out for me like a brother would do, I mean seriously just thank God for them so much! :D Shall catch up with both of them soon! Like since school reopen only manage to talk to Chuan. Yong hurt his leg, so abit hard to make him stay back after school as he needs to see a physicist for them. So wells, we'll see how it goes then.

This is piece about the best day I've ever had.

I think you know how I feel
When the moon shines above us
As Waves crashes into the shore and the breeze so strong I felt as though I'm flying away into the ocean but you were there holding me with your glance and I can smell the fragrant coming from you as the wind blows it makes me weak on my knees

Honey, you're the Sun that shines in my darkness
you're the rock upon which I stand
and when you're sitting right beside me the time just seems stop for you and me
I could not ask for anything more than this
I need you like the ocean needs its shore

And the lights they reflect from the sea making it looks as though a candle flame dancing for us celebrating a perfect night that meant only for You and I
It is then that I realize that I could never go on without you
You're the strength that assured me when I felt that I couldn't walk on no more
I'm tired but with you I found a reason to stay tall

Your laughter are the most precious, don't blame me for being persistent or just simply jealous HA! It was all because you're precious to me. You can laugh all you want and I would just seat right beside you and rest in the knowledge that you're happy because of me... Thank you for everything, Hands down it was the best day I've ever had.


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Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race from self-control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine.
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

The words are hushed, let's not get busted.
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered;
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey, did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close,
They can't hear, so we can get some.


My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember.
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair,
That you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late.
And this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it and I let you in,
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist,
And you kissed me like you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it.
That you meant it, that you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.