As I lay on my bed trying to sleep, there's a rugged projector inside my head that refuses to rest. I could tell that I was worried about something but I don't think I know that much at all. Look out of the window with the wind gusting through my room and to the living room, there's a certain cold that resembles a memory so old and the rain clouds just looks like her face to me... All red with emotions, trapped within those obligations, something like a thunder and the wind. I could tell that the cloud wasn't at ease and that its just waiting for the rain to be stored till its too heavy to handle and finally the rain...

It's amazing how by just staring blankly into the dark sky, you learn more from the heavens than the friends you thought you knew...

Maybe you're right, and Everything wasn't as well as we all thought it would be? But I reckon that you don't deserve another Me(Old)... I might be wrong, I don't know but you deserve to move on, not stuck with someone that looks different but of the exact mistakes that I made... Maybe, just maybe... you can do much better than this baby...


Goodnightt...

I can smell it, a storm is coming... bring on the pain, bring on the rain... Listen to the thunder...

Trust Me - The Fray

Looking for something I've never seen.
Alone and I'm in between,
The place that I'm from and,
The place that I'm in;
A city I've never been.
But I found a friend or should I say a foe?
Said there's a few things you should know.
We don't want you to see.
We come and we go.
Here today, gone tomorrow.

We're only taking turns,
Holding this world.
It's how it's always been.
When you're older, you will understand.

If I say who I know it just goes to show,
You need me less than I need you.
But take it from me,
We don't give sympathy.
You can trust me, trust nobody.
But I said you and me,
We don't have honesty.
The things we don't want to speak.
I'll try to get out but I never will.
This traffic is perfectly still.

We're only taking turns,
Holding this world.
It's how it's always been.
When you're older, you will understand.

And again maybe you don't.
And again maybe you won't.

When you're older,
You might understand.
When you're older,
You might understand.