Everything started when the spark went off between them and that chemistry between them was so strong. The thing that they both believed so much in, Love was not as perfect as they thought it would be.

Simple as it should but insidiously complex, the longer you are in a relationship the better you understand your other half? What if, somehow something went wrong and you find yourself stuck in a position where tiredness fills your soul and you just don’t see any purpose to give in and hold on anymore? The Charade has ended... you think to yourself, the more I see the less I know.

I was thinking hard to myself, the impossibility for one to love unconditionally and that even though you gave in a hundred and one percent you might not even get back a mere zero point one percent. But Love is a gamble, we all know that. He didn’t mind not getting anything back but a simple appreciation will make him sleep better at night but it was a request that was hidden deep inside of his heart and that finally the day came and he just don’t see any point to walk on. I swear he loves her more than anyone in this world but it seems that it is not enough to fuel the relationship and make him see any hope for this future together.

He saw the past in Yong, which is the guy who was under appreciate. Making every effort to get things right and the future in me, who cause a beautiful relationship to end only to later regret but Its already too late to restore anything as our time together is over.

I like to think of it as chances, opportunities and not Fate...

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Why is this so hard to understand, so hard to lower down the expectations and see hope in every possible corner? I guess the more you want to make it better, the more it slips out of your hands.

Sighed, I'm so sleepy but yearning for the sleep that won't ever come. I pray that you both, Chuan and Yong will be okay.

Thank You, for everything.