Well, in a blink of an eye the exams are over. I let out the loudest scream in relief that my stressful days are over for now. Suddenly, as expected a heavy emptiness had already beginning to find its way through all these tiny cracks that was left behind by the stress induce on one's soul. I find it hard to believe that It's already holiday, I suppose I don't know how to spend it as it's only a short six weeks but well, I certainly hope something good will come out of it. (:

Incident that happened today, as the guys were going out for dinner I didn't know that Vanessa(being the only girl there) had already ate her dinner. In the end she came along when she could have just stayed with her cousins and avoided all those rant made from a regular guys dinner table. Sorry! She look so bored, she told me she's tired. I felt worse after that, Sigh... Oh, saturday saturday... why do I have so much expectation on you? I look forward to you but the outcome is always different. Wells...

I'm okay really, (: just a bit of holding back and few percent of fear plus a drop of remorse and ninety percent of longing for the time well spent...

Goodnightt.

"Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand...

I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter now I met you..." - Green Eye "Coldplay"