Dude, I wrote this song for you... It's called "First" It talks about how everything started and the helplessness you feel. All I can say that there will always be a happy ending to all these painful hours you have to endured... I'm with you Bro...

Goodnightt.

First

We were young when we first begin
You were the only one I see
You came to me like a quenching rain for all my fears
And I thought we would stick it through like the fairy tales did
Because in my eyes you were always this princess, always this beautiful
Now I am force to sit alone and wait for this happy ending that would never come

Can’t you see, you are all I need, you are all I can ever think about
Why can’t we just get back to where we use to be?
And just stay... just stay a little longer
I swear we’ll make it through the night, we are gonna see the morning light
Well it’s too late...You’re already gone... I’m already gone...

Well, I can’t just let this go although I know It would really hurt us both
But all these years of joy and bliss don’t you even feel a single bit?
My heart is yours to keep but where were yours when I need it so much
Now it seems to me that you’re far away, too far for me to get to you...

Can’t you see you are all I need; you are all I can ever think about
Why can’t we just get back to where we used to be?
And just stay a little longer, Just stay a little longer
I swear we’ll make it through the night, we are gonna see the morning light
But it’s too late, you’re already gone...

Now it seems to me that the distances between us is set
All I wanted was to find a easy way out for all these pain I have endured
Just so you know, you’ll always be my one and only through these hours of pain...
Through these hours of pain...

Can’t you see you are all I need; you are all I can ever think about
Why can’t we just get back to where we used to be?
And just stay a little longer, Just stay a little longer
I swear we’ll make it through the night, we are gonna see the morning light
But it’s too late, you’re already gone...