Its past twelve and my tired soul is hovering around in school studying for the exams that is due in less than three days time. Don't know why I feel so down all of a sudden, felt like time actually stopped for no one but me. I try not to regret or to envy but it seems to me that everyone is moving along with life pretty well and somehow I still feel the same deep inside and that I am still troubled by a certain necessary evil that was meant to be dealt with weeks ago. Seriously don't know how I feel, or rather I don't know myself at all?

If this is all nothing but a simple post exam craze I hope It'd be over soon, though I know that I wouldn't really look forward to the another lonely summer...

Whatever it is, I think I'm just gonna stick to my routine till I'm feeling better.

Sleep + Eat + Study + Stone + Study and the cycle repeats itself.
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Anyway, Sent in my demo to Celest and Leon today, hopefully it could help them with the film one way or another, will be so looking forward to see the end product for "Perception"

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Caught Spirit of the Victim again with the youth, all cram into my new room, it was pretty swell and after that watched Colic with Junwei, Huiru and Bro though Lihan wanted to stayed on but miscommunication on Eugene's part. If not I could have send Lihan home and she would have stayed on. Its just not that fun watching a horror with four people in the Cinema I reckon.

Oh wells, anyway. Time is a constant, It is beyond me that it should decide to stop for no one but me. Glad that no one is here with me though, because its a shit place to be at for sure.

Goodnightt.

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I don't know - Lisa Hannigan


I don't know what you smoke or what countries you've been to
if you speak any other languages other than your own
but I'd like to meet you

I don't know if you drive if you love the ground beneath you
I don't know if you write letters or panic on the phone still
I'd like to call you all the same, if you want to, I am game.

I don't know if you can swim or if the sea has any draw for you
if you're better in the morning or when the sun goes down I'd like to talk to you
I don't know if you can dance if the thought ever occurred to you if you eat what you've been given or push it round your plate still
I'd like to cook for you all the same, I would want to, I am game,

If you walk my way and I could keep my head we could creep away in the dark or maybe not, we could shoot it down anyway.

I don't know if you read novels or the magazines if you love the hand that feeds you I assume that your heart's been bruised I know I'd like to know you you don't know if I can draw at all or what records I am into if I sleep like a spoon or rarely at all or maybe you would do? maybe you would do

if I walk your way I will keep my head we will feel our way through the dark though I don't know you I think that I would do I don't fall easy at all(: