*Take a deep breath*

WHEW~

Sigh...

So uninspired...

Unmotivated...

So lost...

So much wasted memories thrown away like plates and plates of unfinished meals that have gone bad overnight, you want to save it but you know nothing you could do to savage any of it.

So much wrong turns over the months that I finally grew sick from trying to figure out the right way to go.

So much words I would like to say, but I don't think you'd ever understand.

So wrong, I have not once stop blaming myself for all that has happened.

So hard, every time I try I grew weaker...

I know...

nevermind, burn it down, bury it, let Time forget...



So much for all the promises that we adore...