After so many days and sleepless nights mugging at the utmost ungodly hour, Engine Math 2 paper is finally here!!! Seriously I don't think I studied enough that is why I am going to school in half and hour time to do some last minute recapping of formulae and all that my point of doubts.

Next monday, Fluid Mechanics paper... Three words: DIE! then after which is bliss! *Wide GRIN*
Tuesday, Material Science paper... COOL!
Thursday, Industrial Engineering... Can la!

You could see by that pattern that I suck at maths! HAHA!

Ohh! I wrote a song months ago, and it got selected to be used in Ying's FYP film! HAHAHA! So happy! erm... Its the music only though, less my horrible singing! But hey, I'll be credited for that in the CREDIT! (: Thank God! Finally all that talent pays off.

I have so much that is being planned out by my dear friends, first thing once we're done with IE paper we are going home to sleep our ass off and we'll meet at night for our night cycling which I have planned a monstrous route that I have taken when I was 14 years old. HAwhaw! NICE!!

After which later the month, going malaysia to Yong's house for the food trip. It was actually postpone because Qiang is afraid something might happen because it is the seventh month! I rest my case on that, :F what the hell though!

Then It's Genting with Xavier, Christine and gang! It's not bad, though it's bit expensive two hundred plus I reckon, with only less that a grand in my account! Argh!! START Saving!!

Sadly, was suppose to visit thailand with Celest Chong! and her friends... but last minute got pulled out because end up the friends travel earlier and her parents won't approve of her traveling alone with a super hot guy, tsk tsk! I met her Mom and Dad before, so all the more cannot lie to them that I'm not that fly, HAWHAW! Sorry Cel* See you on Saturday Morning girl! :D

Also, It's time to plan for the next OOPS! issue 6 and next big event!

And I will also be working for my dad meanwhile to earn some money! (:

Lastly, I will be so looking forward to Laptops Movies and random people watching over at the Ice-cream parlor with YANESSA VONG! (;

Hawhaw!

I definitely hope all these time I have will be well spent to feel better and all, though I felt as delirious as you when you first heard the truth from her during your O's period. I think you could relate to that? Really, I need a breakthrough. I cannot bring myself to stay on in this apartment any longer when there's only me since you decided to take you leave. It's only right for me to do so, So I'm just gonna pack my stuff and close the doors, put all these behind me, I miss Home, Ah Gong & Grandma, Hui Xuan(Xiao Dong Si), your Aunts, Ah Eng Uncle and your Mom though... oh well, nevermind.

*Disclaimer: I don't mean it like an actual apartment? Its a metaphor(see Dictionary.com) its a place where the things that are dearest to you lies(:*

If I ever Feel Better - Pheonix

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that's written away

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed, well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know