Dear Summer,

I guess life has not been very kind to us these days, It seems like we're always busy and time is such a variable. I am happy for you and every time I see your face in some random picture I just hope you're doing fine there by yourself. It took me a whole day to muster the confident to write this, indeed so much has changed over the pass few months and I guess we're just not the same anymore... I really won't know when am I going to get over it because it seems so hard to even stop thinking all together. I realize that I am bearing my all right here, right now. I finally ran out of facade to hide in, and if you must know... you won me hands down. I am as weak as I was when you first told me the truth. I suppose I haven't grew much, stronger? Happier? I can't help but to be haunted by the ghost of my past where I use to use the worst words on someone, the only one whom I've ever loved. I can't tell you how much this all meant to me but I am just glad that you're moving on just fine. Maybe I'm a little down, maybe a little glad. Maybe I've seen wrongly? Is that you who are attached now? If so I can't really tell you how much happier I could be resting in the fact that you're happy with someone now. Anyway this is all so random, as it was on my mind all along...

you were on my mind all along...

Love Always,
Joshua