Dear Diary, I am pretty happy today. Though a little tinge of undeserving-ness in me. I had the best afternoon nap in months, the best lunch with random angry staring at me, the best laptop movie watching and the best Ice-cream getaway. I don't know if it's mutual but I certainly feel blissful inside. Grin*

Woke up by 3:57PM, finally manage to open my eyes. The Sun's shining so brightly and the weather is cool, there's a patch of green pasture behind you and I looked up and there I saw your face. Then I think to myself, everything is gonna be okay. (:

Amazed by how you could always cheer yourself on every time you accomplish something, could see you clapping to yourself, which always brings a smile to my face. I don't know what to say but only to clap with you inside my heart and I rest in the knowledge that you must be doing fine"

I like the way you just call out loudly to that prata uncle with a HELLO!! and with a looks of serious disappointment when he told you that he had nothing to sell. That was most adorable, I thought.

I admire the fact that though all my jokes never ever work on you, you told me to just be myself and enjoy the rest of our evening and our very tub of Riverso Ice-Cream.

After so much words, I still don't really know how to put this feeling across, maybe a little fear, maybe a little joy, maybe a little happiness. Fear that It might all just go away once you know, maybe a little joy because of all these time spent, maybe a little happiness knowing its you!

I am tired but happy, and if this was all just a dream, I don't want it to end...

Thanks, Sweet Dreams My Dear.



Shy That Way - Tristen Prettyman & Jason Mraz

You know you’re stunning
You’re absolutely stunning
And I’m running always running
And now I’m crying
It’s only cause I’m caring
And if you were more daring
Maybe you’d stop staring
And come over and talk to me
Tell me bout how you’ve been waiting so patiently
And how you tried but I just turned away
And I’ll say yeah well you know,
I’m shy that way

Shy that way
Maybe I’m shy that way

Ohh you know you’re stunning
You’re absolutely stunning
But you’re always runnin
But I’ll catch up to you
The way you keep your distance is
Keeping my interest
So I’ll keep it persistent
Ohh maybe someday
Someway, somehow in some town
We’ll get together and
We’ll break it down
And I’ll ask why you’ve been
so shy, gotta be that way
Maybe baby, oh love, I like it that way

Shy that way
You know I love you so shy,
Shy that way

So keep it comin comin comin comin
Shy that way

There’s always too much talking
And I wanna just keep walking
But I keep staring baby
Keep staring
Though I may not know the right things to say
I’ll get it out to you one day

I’m shy that way
You’re shy that way
Do you like it
Do you like it?
When I’m shy this way?
Yes I like it
Yes I like it
When you’re shy

Shy that way

I like it
I like it shy
You know it’s alright, it’s ok
Cause we’re
Shy that way…