Hey there, thanks for reading again I hope I didn't pissed anyone off from the previous few post. :D

I have the TV behind me blaring about MJ's Memorial Concert or whatever you call it, I have seen people getting really irritated about this whole MJ's death thing? Everyone thought that people should have cherished him while he was still alive and screaming, but seriously what do we know, we're all humans. When it's there you just can't see it but when it's being taken away from you and when the gap is finally missing a puzzle piece, we find all possible ways to bring a little memory of something back with us. Wow.

Anyways, got back my material results today. Was rather disappointed with myself, because despite studying so hard I still score lower than my friends. Yeah, A mere 80 marks seriously don't justify the knowledge I have for this subject. I feel so vulnerable now, because I suppose tomorrow comes and when the result for the last paper is up I would have expect no more than an F that is. In case you're wondering, I am not a pessimist! (: I am gonna put on a good fight! just that I am at the most disadvantage now! I try not to compare myself with others? I guess the biggest opponent is still myself. So much failure thus far but if I refuse to drop I guess I will not stop.

Okay, this is something I should share. So I starve for a week and finally come up with $50 to pay my bills, and upcoming school fees and laptop loan is gonna be due. So I become so restless and I thought I was going to die but when I hand my sis the fifty to deposit into the account she found out that I have like $250 more and told me that the GST offset is in. I was like so relief man, and the most amazing thing is that I prayed really hard for nothing to go wrong after those due dates. True enough money fell from my lord's heaven and into my rescue. :D Amazing eh?

Someone once gave me a "Virtue Card", It says Wisdom on top and that it has no expiry date.
"For toll-free assistance available 24 hours a day, call on God and mediate on the following PIN (Passage of Insight Needed)

If any of you lacks WISDOM, he should ask God, who gives generously to all... James 1:5


She gave this to me during my exam period a few years back, I've got to say that was the most thoughtful gift I've ever received and it remains in my wallet till this very day. For it gave me the strength I needed at this point of time... Thank you, Zhaolin. :)


Yeah! Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost.
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Lost! -Coldplay

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I would cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get
What I deserved
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting until the firing stopped
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

(piano solo)

Ohhh and I...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off
Ohhh and I..
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off