Okay, Just woke up from a long backbreaking snooze, Don't know why everyday I'll wake up with a body full of aches. Must be me still trying to get us to this bed. Oh well, was really tired because the night before didn't sleep much due to another attempt to study overnight, and thus I finished all my chapters! Whoo! Which means! Overnight glory for me! Gonna revise before the test or something.

After studying stayed overnight at Christine's place, gosh saw a picture of her wearing a dress and all! It was so different, HAH! She's too shuai la, imagine her in dress and MAKE UP! HAHAAH! Yeah, found out that she's not a bunk, or "L*sbian. She's a complete auntie who just hates to wear dress. Seriously la, she is so so so auntie! HAHA! Gosh! But her mom is damn nice like just feed me so much food in the early morning. And her house's master bed room is like damn huge, like 3 times wider and 2 times longer than my room man! Huge, haha! Thank your parent for me, Auntie Christine. :P

Okay, so this week has been the most really hectic and many many things have happened and I've got to say it got me quite down from time to time. Issue 5, failure in most test, some stupid moronic people problems too...

Okay, so yesterday had a talk with Chuan. He told me that I was being to open to everyone else around me and that is why I was getting so much attention from the opposite sex and in a way had caused me some trouble too. He told me that there weren't any line drawn between friends and potential lover. I totally understand what he meant by that but in case you who are reading this is jumping ahead of me... NOTHING happened between me and them.

I actually typed out all the things that happened but I deleted it. I guess it's not important whatever the details is? Just feel that it's all too complicated and stupid to put on this blog. Don't wanna waste my reader's time la. HAHA!

Was damn affected because before Chuan and Yong left for Rock Climbing, he said only one thing: Don't go around giving out your love. SIgh~ Damn shitty feeling. That was why I was looking like crap when I went for fellowship.

oh well,

Egg Choo was damn sweet? She shared with me her share bear! She entrusted it to me for accompany sake. Because I have like retest this week and that she said it will help cheer me up. HAHA! By just looking at it makes me smile like what la! Because in my mind was this image of a big man having a purple care bear strap to this bag. HAHA! Gosh! But it was really awesome! Thanks so so so much! :) :) :)

So after dinner I sent Vanessa to her grandma's place and it was super cool because once I parked my car and we just talk non stop for like two hours till like 11:15PM, I'm so going to be skin by Auntie Shirley. HAH! we even had toilet breaks, NOT in my car of course. I drove to the nearest coffee shop. Ha ha! and Like outside the car there were like this bench with a couple talking and all. HAHA! They must be so envious of us(not because we're a couple or what) but because we have a air-conned place to talk. HAHA! Cool! Anyway it's just nice. Thanks Nessa, definitely felt better after talking, Seriously I guess she the only one who knows all the shit I'm going through besides Chuan and Yong

So yeah, sorry if all my explanations were really vague, it's only because there of no cause for concern. If you wanna know can ask me luh. :) I'll be glad to talk.



Talk - Coldplay

Oh brother I can’t, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you 'cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you

You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung or do
Something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they’re talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung or do
Something that's never been done, do
Something that's never been done

So you don't know where you're going and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all, let's talk
Let's talk, let's talk, let's talk