"Anyway I was talking to Gene over dinner about how we all need someone to hold on to... a female that is, I have to admit in times I still wish I'll have a girl(besides my mom) to count on, a girl(besides my mom) whos voices is the only thing i wanna hear before i sleep, someone who you can be vulnerable to and last but not least someone who kisses you and wipes away your tears when you cry?"

Chances upon this when I was looking at my previous post. It just makes me smile. Didn't I get what I wish for? Life is a funny song and Love is just another insidious joke God put in your life to show you what life is all about.

I'm just lost for words, maybe I should grieve for sometime? And really be okay for once. It's just sad to know that all my previous experience was not the best and now finally gotten what I wished for but It just slipped out from my hands. I'm cursed I see the trend. Oh well, maybe I am too young to keep good love from falling apart.

To young to hold on, to old to break free and run.


Goodnightt.