The weather is getting cooler, my cough is gone and the seasons are changing. (: Finally the heat is over and maybe it's time to pick myself up. Someone came to me this week and told me that all my blog entry are really emotional and in a way it helped her to relate it because she just lost someone special too. . . It made me think hard on what she said because if someone who's outside of all this can see and feel my words? I wonder if the person whom the very reason I'm writing for, can she feel it too? I don't know, so far no reaction yet. HAHA! Not that I'm expecting something, but if this other girl can feel it, surely it would be easy to see my point. But ahwells. . .

The world I love
The tears I drop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Ever wonder if it's all for you

Today, was damn happy with myself. Because I have finally manage to finish all my articles and It was darn awesome because I've never knew writing could be so therapeutic! Apart from all my Emotional blog entry, But I would like to thank God. Though there is still a tiny pinch on the failed relationship but slowly getting better. Though... (: Oh wells, I'm just glad that at lease one of us is happy with their life now. That's something to be happy about. I guess through out all this I realize one thing, It's hard to see the bigger picture when you're having something. You just throw it around? Fiddle with it once in a while. You never really remember how to cherish something till it's really gone from you forever? I learn it the hard way, though it's not a good feeling after all but I'm glad that those years of bliss made me a better person. And I refuse to regret! (: So I can only say, I have had the best, just that I'm too young to know?

Having another half has never been on my plan, people asked me if I would find another girl to complete me again. I just smile and think to myself, it's not important at all. Though secretly I pray that my first would be my last. But yeah, I'm not looking for love tonight, though seriously tons of suitors are like flooding in like WHAT?! but seriously la! HAHA! What do I know, I don't even care. Sounds bit proud but really, like what I said earlier being attach was never in my agenda! Unless it's Nessa! HAHA! Gosh, she's like the perfect Sister for me! I'm just kidding! Don't skin me! HAHA!

Ah, This is my current state of mind. Funny, Stupid and downright nonsensical. But that's just life. You know what you know only to find that you know nothing and that what you know you end up not knowing. . .

I'm alive and well, (: