Hahaha! What can I say? I have been living a lie all along, there are people who really care about me. Like my parents and friends. I must say I kinda let them down? I was so caught up with my own problems and I fail to see that they are the ones who were really there for me?

Chuan and Yong damn sorry that I screwed up today's sentosa trip? I knew everyone was looking forward to it because I suggested the outing, But I went there selfishly immerse in my own sorrows. Thanks for being there? And It sucks to know that you'd pick Yong over me? hahaah!! If you ever turn GAY that is, hahah! It just shows how of a undesirable partner I am? Shit!

To my parents: Dear God, Just keep them healthy and fit because I would like to spend some time with them once I'm okay. Just keep them alive. The way they are working now, sigh

I know there are many things to take care of instead of chasing my own tails over and over again, I have made a decision and I ain't looking back. We'll see what the futures takes me then? Next week is Lollipop's @ Zouk! I will be selling tickets from monday onwards! Full day! Because event week must more hardworking, Then all my friends will be there? Thanks man, I manage to convince them to go! (;

You have your dreams and I understand. (: But I have to accept that I'm not part of it anymore, Someday maybe? Yup! Someday? (; I'll meet you again in the christmas. Thanks for everything, less than 3...

p.s: The best part of me was always you"