Woke up to another four aspirin morning, a headache that last throughout my entire day. I was feeling rather edgy today because I knew it was going to be a long day ahead. Stepped in to another unfamiliar maths tutorial class where I am lost once again, my head was already splitting by then. I could only recall seeing my test results scoring nothing more that an F, so I try to feel at least bit worry but honestly I'm just too tired to care. Lunch was a painful, with thousands student queuing up at every store makes it so hard to even think about the food.

I guess I'm just sleepy thats all.

So after lunch had practical lesson where everything always go on smoothly, after which downed another mug of warm milk to ease my hunger at the nearest foodcourt. When suddenly my phone rang and I received a message by my beloved Pastor. Seems like I have unknowingly gotten myself into some kind of trouble again.

So I entered the lecture hall where my friends kept teasing me with this other girl from other class, and I found myself to be another eye candy for this group of girls. Total count of her looking at me today? :30+? as told by PingHwee. Honestly I feel flattered even though I think I looked like a Zombie today, someone actually look forward to seeing me in every lecture. Whoever she is? Chuan gave her a Nickname: Ayumi because she had this golden hair and looked like Japanese? I suppose? But to me, she look nothing like Ayumi. Just know that she is from the dance club, So nice going there. Teasing from my friends again. -_-"

So after lecture, had fellowship with Pastor, Chuan and Chester. It's some kinda "who wants to be a Millionaire" and I was the host thus I have to prepare questions for the evening. It was fun and do you know that the King of hearts is the only king that has no moustache? Something like that, It was fun and Chuan lost hands down partly due to the fact that he always gets super hard questions. SO yeah, tough luck there. (:

Then after that talked to Pastor a little, was bit pissed at first but I soon understand the situation and yeah, it suck. So I just hope that things would be simpler and yeah, less complicated. Felt really bad though for what happened...

"Sorry, Silly!"

Then off to accompany Chuan to have his hair cut, which looks super cool and really style-able. For his brother's wedding this coming sunday though. Then off to Peninsula to look for his bag and then had dinner together. We talked a little bit and I'm just thankful for a friend like him and he said something that I can really relate to:

"Sometimes I just feel that there are a lot of things I wanna do but I just can't seems to hold on to any one of them"

Seriously this is what I'm feeling deep inside, felt like my world is slowly falling apart and I just can't seems to hold on to any one of them. But secretly I wish that it would fall apart when I'm asleep. And I know, as much as I wanted to the ball is just not in my court, So I'm just looking at it from afar.

Life's great, but who am I trying to convince?