Finally I admit defeat, I think that is what she wants. I'm always bad at refusing so though it was sad to end up this way, everytime. I mustn't regret, I know it's gonna be hard but hey, I have pulled through for 5 months. With the emotional torture I've suffered I guess I must have worth less than a dime. But oh well, character change. Goals change, sometimes it's hard to believe but two years of bliss is nothing compare to a few months of whatever you call it? I was build up and then torn apart again, I just see the old me inside that mirror now. I cannot forget, refuse to regret but I know this is just life. You just smile and move along like you should. Thanks for all the sweet memories, I could not thank God more for you.

"by now you should know, me well. I'm already pretending. Facade."

Goodbye.



And everybody calls it love
But Im not really sure if this is love
At all
Not anymore...