Wake up really late today, felt as though I had the weirdest dream in a while. It's a really nice dream but I hate the idea of it because somehow deep in my mind I know that could never happen in real life so I just smile to myself about the content and moved on as it wasn't real.

Had dinner with my parents and chance upon this ex-tab who use to take care of me and my siblings when we were really young, saw that look in his eyes when he saw me. Must have been a major change in size and features.

And just hours before dinner I opened an email all thanks to Mr Chuan! HE SENT THIS EMAIL REGARDING AN CAR ACCIDENT, AND THERE WERE CORPES, THIS LADY WHOS HEAD GOT CHOPPED OFF! THANKS MAN! YOU KNOW I HAVE NECROPHOBIA AND NOW I AM PETRIFIED!

The thought of it is enough to scare away from my dinner. Sends a shivers down my spine!!

SO now I drive very very very SLOWLY because I am so damn afraid that it might happen! ): Sheesh!

So I roam around town today with my bro, he bought a shoe from everlast and I went to check out my fans and manage to brought one home because my dad asked me to. I brought hair dye, hair wax, haha! RETAIL TEREPY!

Anyway I was suppose to hang out and around with someone special? My grandma? She thought I wasn't free so she went for her own plans with other people, Sigh~ I miss my granny! She is always so near yet so far! You know sometimes? Old people like that one la. tsk tsk! tsk! Maybe some time soon.

Anyway, my dad revamp the whole house? Now it looks like crap! damn messy! But I can see more walking space now. Hahaha!

So yeah, This is sunday and its not too bad. Considering all those bad judgement on character over the years. I guess I'm not that bad after all!

To Nessa: Cheer Up! I don't have to say much because you are still so young! (: Your smile is your asset! and I will get a LIFE! for sure! Sheesh, She actually said that I have no life!! ah wells!

So Yup! Nothing much, Don't wanna think too much about what's beyond my control. I have flaws too but some choose to look on the better side of me? Some just can't get over every single flaws of mine. So It's not my fault anymore, I have change and its a shame that some just can see that, Sigh~ I just want to wait and see.. If something better will come around.

Goodnightt, Goodnightt!