Monday's blue, I woke up at 6:30AM only to find my presentation shirt and pants are drench by the predawn rain, ): So I fumble and tumble trying so hard to Iron off the wetness, by the time I was done my 8AM lecture is already over, and the shirt smells funny so I didn't not even had a chance to wear it. So yeah, What a monday!

Don't know why I'm so stone today, I guess it's because I had a lot of work yet to be done. My magazine articles, tutorials and maths quiz tomorrow. I don't know, time just kinda stop for me? But the people in it are still moving forward, moving on. When presentation started it rained and the room was below 10 degrees celsius, At least it felt that way. My friends all did pretty well compared to the first time I saw them. And I didn't rehears my slides again. Just feel really restless.

I don't know why, I use to be someone who can just have one emotion throughout the whole year but now I just find myself keep going on the emotional roller-coaster. I use to be able to cheer my friends up effortlessly? Now they are kinda just being cheered up by some obscene joke and to be honest I'm very worry about them? Things are moving so fast and even Kk is getting more and more naughty. I don't know? I know I'm no one to teach them but I feel that when I was okay at least they had someone to tell them about the very implications of those jokes? Or maybe I'm proud? to expect so much out of myself, I just feel responsible.

I guess I have to get on with my work now? Feel really bored and lonely all of the sudden. Nothing happen to me if you are wondering, just some dreams that kept me awake even thought I should be sleeping.