In here, You Can always be Who you wanna be
It was it's Cliffhanger's intentions to Draw you Near




posted : Thursday, November 27, 2008
title : Happy Birthday to me!
Today is my birthday, I've got so much to thank God for. Suddenly the idea of growing old seems not bad at all, First I woke up with Smses flooding up my phone and though I was real tired I couldn't wait to see what was installed for me on my 7,300th day on planet earth. First I was for class, then after class Mr Chuan stood up and attempted to sing me a birthday song but the whole class was Wols so he had to "ra ra" them and sing me a song! Then Mdm Hui, my lecturer wished me too! Then Mr Chuan passed me a box which is my present, but I had to complete my birthday dare to open it up.


Dare was; to shake the hands of 5 perfect strangers, so after tutorial I went on with my dare. So I approach a group of guys and I asked if I can used them to open my gift. Some of them were pretty normal others were speaking in a words I can't understand. For more informations please ask Chuan.


At last I opened my presents and it was 3 awesome item. First was a neck massager for appreciating the official driver for most class outing, next was a goggle for my stint as a regular swimmer, lastly was this awesome guitar tuner by all of them. Thank you all! Chuan, Yong, Chest, KK and rest of the guys in 1B05.


Oh! And during my second lecture Mdm Hui went in and requested to see me, So I went out and she wished me again and pass me a gift. I was so shock to ever receive anything from my teacher. She gave me an awesome 2GB thumb drive. Just want I needed indeed!


Okay, I shall take this time to thank some people:


1. The Ku-Zi Confectionary for my wonderful, awesome dark chocolatte cake! Thanks!!!!!!!!!!


2. Chuan Qin, Yong, Chester, KK for planning my gift for me.


3. Zhaolin, Huiru, Liyun, Eddie, Gene.L, Eugene Chan, My sis and some other number I do not known of. Thanks for the birthday sms that kept me waking up all night and also Junwei for that few sentences on his entry!


4. Mdm Hui.




So that is my day as a birthday boy, nothing's change except that a lot more friends was added. Thank God, Smiles!

posted : Thursday, November 20, 2008
title : Sing to me silly
And yeah, I'd love to tell you all my problem You're not from New York City, 
you're from Rotherham So get off the bandwagon, and put down the handbook Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah 
- arctic monkeys "Fake tales of San Francisco"
 


This week is real hectic because so many things is happening all at once, I have 5 project submission by next thursday. There's nothing to rant about today just some everyday details of my busy dizzy life.

Celebrated Richard Poh Jun Hwee's Birthday today, it was a surprise attack though he already suspected something was wrong when two mysterious shoes appear on his door step. Daniel Ong forgot place his shoes inside the house. But Richard got fake anyway, he opened the door with his face filled with stress from work and all only to be surprised by some of his wonderful friends. Well, its not easy being an army guy with responsibility. God bless thats all I can say. Happy Birthday though! 

Anyway it's my first time celebrating for him, SO I guess I fulfilled one of my weird new year's resolution which is to celebrate a have a first birthday celebration with a grown up friend. Ha! Weird? There are many more like kiss a rat by twenty. Something like that (;

SO everything turn out pretty well, as I was looking forward to today's birthday surprise. It was cool, to see so many happy faces in a small place. And can see that many are tired but to our surprise our life are lighten up almost immediately but this R2D2 looking game the Wii. Amazingly fun, what a party trick we got there. And also they have a cute bitch in the house. Extremely adorable and active. Way to go ashley!

That's pretty much what I had for dinner, fun laughter and fellowship of the Wii gang!

Box box" Whish Bish!*



posted : Sunday, November 16, 2008
title : I can't stand to fly, I'm not that naive
"Oh, all that I know,
There's nothing here to run from, 
'Cos yeah, everybody here's got somebody to lean on." -  Coldplay "Don't Panic"


So much have happened this week, I had my fair share of emodity and happiness. Just want to use this time to Thank God for the helping me get through this week without a scratch. I'm still pretty far from where he is but I know that from wherever my Lord is, he is still able to carry me through. Thank God, really. After the wake I left for school, I don't know why but I know that God is helping me because when I told my lecturer that I spent a morning at the crematorium supporting my friend she seems pretty open to the idea of me getting an LOA, So I can get away with an absentee. It was mentally exhausting for me but after the wake I felt a sense of release, I guess it marks another chapter in my life. 

As much as I tried not to think about it I kept dreaming about it, I dreamt that I was at the peaceful crematorium looking up in the huge blue skies, and I start to realize that on the other side of the country there are life, joy, celebrations, excitement and yet from where I am there is only relief and grief. It scares me to know that both death and life are co-existing to one another.  Also, I dreamt that I was in a town so dark as though the rain's approaching. There on a small hill lies dozens of dead bodies, corpse hanging around. All mutilated. I have been haunted by this dream till today. Its the reason I wake up in the middle of the night panting. I just pray that I'll be okay. 

But after all I had a great week, thank God for all my wonderful friends that God has put in my life, supporting me in every single way. School, church, Pastor. I don't know what to say but I really appreciate everyone of them. I hope they know who they are after reading this. So I suppose that is my week. I hope that in the days to come everybody will be healthy and strong. Amen.

posted : Sunday, November 09, 2008
title : Infamously famous
We all know that the Japanese are famous for their creative expressions of the english language, I was at Daiso and I find myself going through some of these "farney" "ant" "Corney" slogans by our wonderful sushi eating friends. I can't stop thinking about it, It feels funny and wrong So I was left laughing at in and not with it.

I hope I will happy too!

Oh, Come' on!

It would be a problem if it really does

What a way to start a monday with thy boss

Simply, 3 words. W.T.F??

posted : Thursday, November 06, 2008
title :
Finally finish my magazine articles after so many sleepless nights and endless photo shoot. Now I can focus on my projects and presentation. Its really tiring to run around doing things that we think we ought to do. our career, School work, assignments after assignments. I see so many people change after committing on any of them. People are so uptight and changed in the process. I don't know what to say, I just wish they can see that there is one secure rest waiting for them always which is God. It so sad to see them in a way I don't know and understand.

Last night when I was driving home from school my phone rang with a familiar song from my favorite band but though the song is blissful but the news was not. It was about Yibing's sister. I don't know her neither have I heard about her. But I don't know why, after that message I was left speechless and silent alone in my car with music blasting around me. Really, I thought to myself I wanna help but I really don't know how. my blood's not suitable. Few months ago my cousin pass away because of leukemia I was not surprise that this time the feeling would be the same for me. Helpless.

So I parked my car and move on to my comfort zone where nothing can touch me or come close. And I start thinking if it were to happen to me will someone I don't even know or heard of think of me the same way as I was left thinking about Yibing's sister. And I learned to cherish, I do.

I prayed a dozen time this morning, hoping that everything will be okay.
Alright,