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posted : Sunday, August 24, 2008
title :
Seriously two more days, and goodbye to all my stressful days and late night studying spree!
Thank God for all my studying friends, Mr Chuan, Bae Juik Yong. Thanks for everything, guiding me in my studies and all. When I was down you guys pick me up. Thank God for you all.

posted : Friday, August 22, 2008
title :
Another Mad stint as a hardcore mugger! I haven't sleep for 48 hours. Mugging non-stop. I really doubt I have powers like this but here I am, 5:44am mugged.

Mcdonalds was the place I studied in and to be honest apart from the food and noisy crowd this place is quite an awesome study place.

I was studying yesterday at the same place, rush to school for my paper right after I mugged. After school, after lunch. Mugged, After library closes. Dinner. . . Mugged. SO this is gonna sound crazy but yeah, I have done it. And I feel kinda high now? Lack of sleep's the cause.



Everybody was so caught up in either mugging or staring at that cold cold mcflurry!


Chuan Qin resort to talking to his Ice-cream Cone!


I bet with all these lack of rest, some crazy thought must have been going through my head.


S.S.d.d

Au'revoirr!!

posted : Wednesday, August 20, 2008
title :

Today I'm gonna talk about the most talk-about event in my Life! My first poly examination!
It might seems like a really stress period but I am already losing my mind!! Arh!! So it is stress alright! Everyday is like a sunday!! In a bad way (Because I usually study on sundays). I have been in school spending countless of hours with my pencil and paper its giving me headache and I think I am hallucinating thingS!! Like how my answer are always different from the pass year's paper?? haha!! That sucks! Anyway I guess its normal? no doubt stress is at a all time high but I have a fair share of good times too! Got to thank someone from running all the way from another block in the early morning to give me "tuition" for my math. That was real amazing and sweet of you! Gee thanks!

Pastor prayer for me too!

Friends were at my side helping me!

God told me to draw strength from him!

Flunk my thermo?

So these are the great things that have happen so far, Except for the last part about me flunking?

So today from 12pm to 9pm I was at the library studying, staying there for 9hours straight you see people coming and leaving and you can literally see how the library turn for noisy to silent. Gives me a new perspective on librarians. Books after books, noidy crowd, hardworking ones? All makes what a library a yeah. . . library?! so yes, this is my wednesday. A simple yet event full one.



Materials science!!


Duralumin! This shit is cool! It is store in a fridge before use and will harden once it touches air. Its a type of metal by the way.


Formulas!


Pants and Paper! hehe! (:

Au'revoir!

posted : Friday, August 15, 2008
title : Mirror's edge,



I was running late for my first assignment for my school Magazine today. All because I was in quite abit of a dilemma, trying to decide whether to drive or to simply go with the public transport. So the Press confrence was at 10am and 9:40am I was still at home. So guess which one I chose at the end? Yup, with a parking bill of $8.25!

So all in all, I reached there on time! Thank God, there were very little journalists when I reach but slowly the crowd pulled in. So while I was waiting I tried to settle down and reach out for some refreshments and Coffee! It was starbucks that they cater by the way; Nostalgia that is.

This press is about a new game that will be coming out this November and just for the record the graphic are really good and cool. So when Its time to go in all of the other journalist rushed in and some of the journalist from a more establist games magazine were rather nonsensical and weird. So I wasn't surprise to find myself really really different from the rest, in terms of style and passion of course. These guys are quite N.e.r.d.y thats all. (:

The producer steps in and he had a type of air that floats around him? The gamer's air? So looking real friendly Tom Farrer from Stockholmes steps up to give a presentation on his latest production. He was one of the makers of batterfield and Yup he work for D.I.C.E.

So after that we proceed to try on the game and wow, it was quite cool and I was thinking of actually buying it and trying it out. So thats how interesting the game is, As a non-gamer like me was drawn to it.

The story revolves around a lady heroin named Faith and she lives in a gleaming city where the goverment pretty much provide a very awesome place for the residents to live in? However underneath those blissfulness and safe environment the goverment had to screen throught all information that is being pass from people to people and I believe ordinary will be charge for crimes they did not commit just to cover up some of the things the goverment were doing.

So the non-comformist did not want the police to go through their every information that were being passed around. Because some information may be anti-goverment and they will get into real trouble if they do get caught. So people hire runners which is the very people that helped deliver the information to one another. Faith is one of them, So now her sister is being charged for crime she did not commit so faith is out to rescue her.

After which we have a round table interview with Tom and I manage to post some rather relevant questions to him and they you go, this was my day as a journalist for OOPS! very good exposure though, So yup!


Au'revoir!

posted : Thursday, August 14, 2008
title :
To Junwei's question, If I were Qiang or his wife I would not give a shit about my illness or whatever condition I am in. I will just let them have my blood, even if it will cost me my life. So its not so hard after all, save my mom, save my daughter save the cheer-leader.

So yup! Self-sarcrifice is the way to go'

Au revoir!

posted : Tuesday, August 05, 2008
title :
Listen to the advice of the very people who care for you while they still care. Sometimes what we hold on to so dearly might not be a jewel at all.

So check your heart thoroughly and hopefully see that what you have in hand is truely a jewel rather than a pile of dung.

So think about it, insecurities. I'm talking about you.

Stop before more damage is done.

posted : Sunday, August 03, 2008
title :
Perhaps it is time I type something constructive.

Recently alot have happened, suddenly miss my good old friends in evolution. You guys know who you are. All I can say that is that working outwardly is not that easy and is always alone. People expect different level of attention, I realise I just can't please everyone like they always say. In fact working outwardly has been rather rewarding but lonely and sometimes i'm caught in between both I don't dare to expect anyone to understand, even someone you love can misunderstand. God, I need your strength to move on, your nodd to let me know that all I have been doing is worth it.

Someone once told me that I have to be a little more selfish if I wanna get by, but afterall that has happened I still refuse to conform to tha

Smile like you meant it because I'm not here to be loved.

To people in evo, just need you guy's support so much, Afterall you guys are the ones that saw me grow all these years.

So that is my current state of mind. Its in a flux, real tired but glad at the same time. Just wanna get away from insecure people now or rather I need to.

Thank God somebody got save this week and I totally rejoice in my small labour. Thank You Father, God.

Thanks, Eugene for the phone.

Junwei for complaining with me, letting me know that I'm human after all.

Edmund for the good times and those "I miss you" sms you sent, Ewww. . .Gosh. Nice playng guitar with you just then. Thanks!

Janan for being Janan knowing that if ever needed help he will always try to pursuade himself to help.

Pastor for helping in every possible way.

Jevon for being a birthday boy, if not I think I wont have a chance to see you guys.

Lastly, my chief troubleshooter for all my projects that fixes my keychains for me. thanks for all the support thought at times like these its really hard to understand and stay calm but forgive me but I need your understanding. Most importantly trust me to do my part in this project. Yup. all I can say to you is Ku****Zhi.

So study hard Joshua, Exams in 19th to 23th.

Thanks for Listening, Jesus.
Au'revoir.