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posted : Thursday, February 28, 2008
title : Cold Cold Air-con room.

You could play this before reading,

Alright I was wrong about the 5 months thing? I'm free again, In school of course. Well, I could have been studying now or should I say, Should be studying now since maths test is 24hrs away and theory test is 5days from this very moment. Oh well. . . Oh well. . . I'll save the mugging for a better time like, erm. . . Later? Yes! Later.

Today was revise, revise, revise and revise. No lessons were conducted but only self-study which obviously has little truth in it for most of the people in this class of mine. However there are Hardworking people like me doing useful things. Okay, It depends on how you see it? So here goes!

Early in the morning when I stepped into the classroom I was greeted by a devastating number of people, altogether 3 of them. Then I realise that many of us actually didnt believe in coming after a hard work which was project yesterday. So Yes! 3people. So Instead of acting like a Kia Si eh da por(Scare death Boy) who took out my past year papers and start revising, I took out a book and begin to read it.

It was no ordinary book, the cover was hard and I must say its the only book that I both love and hate at the same time. I mean it cant be that bad right? but taking it out will be an act of faith for me. It is not as thick as Harry potter's but It is definately more real to me than any wizards and owl, Magic of course. I remember a name when I open the book and I flip to that page and begin my journey to life. I was particularly interested in this Historic figure and I have a certain respect for him? In fact I wanna be like him. There are of course pros and cons in him but I'll rather treasure the good side of him and avoid the down side, cons.

Yes, I think you know who he is and this is the very man that is after God's heart. King David. And of course the book is none other than my precious word of God. Often I find it so hard to open it up and explore what the bible has to offer and the only time I open it up to use it is actually during B.s? Wow!

But seriously guys, those who are reading this? I just wanna ask you this question, How was the first initial feeling you have when you have just discover Jesus and the amazing Love of his? were you in Love with him?

Have you ever withness something that is out of this world? a small little encouragement God gave you and its called Miracle, Before?

I have, when I was down with only myself and an addiction and all my bros left me in the police station? I was found by this man, a man that revived me to a Joshua of today. He told me to be bold and courageous and he said he will never leave of forsake me. I was in love with Jesus. His comforting arms wrapped around us in times of need and sadness. He rejoice with us when we are happy. So this is only a small part in my life. I must say. God himself, Can do much much more then what we can expect.

But why am I still not turning to the Bible? If I were to be so in love with someone surely I will want to hear his voice everynight right?

Well, just a thought to ponder on, Because recently I met up with an old friend of mine. He told me that God is a transparent God and so should we be open to him about our feelings, fear and all. If you were to read the bible you would know what God is like, Straight forward. When he is angry he teaches, when he is sad he grieves, when he is happy he rejoice and when is Jealous you better be careful because he might just strike down any other thing that you are worshiping other than him. Ha! What a Mighty God we serve!

Whew. . . so about this B.i.b.l.e that i'm reading, I want to encourage anyone? absoulutly anyone who has a bible near you to give it a flip and really ask the Lord what he wants to speak to you. I mean you like magic right? Chris angel's? David Copperfield's? David blane? Well, this is far more cooler than magic itself, it is called relationship with God. Smiles*

So this is just the morning part and after all that has happened I took out my book and started studying away in a cold cold air-con room.


posted : Wednesday, February 27, 2008
title : No offence.
Alright just when I was wondering who Eddison was I have to see him in every single shit newspaper everyday, Seriously homie whats all this commotion? oh well, Just a random thought though. . .

It's just that with that much informations filling our head everyday I wonder who really reads this "dead Blog" and knowing that it's silence most of the time come back to check if its alive. ha!

Previously when I gather enough patience to deal with my turtle computer I touch on how a talk with the pastors had change my view with myself and my life, How I appreciate this girl named sylvy for encouraging me? ha! Its Richard's Girlfriend I'm aware, and how I appreciate people who actually talk to me about the issue it makes me feel human because it's no fun being an yeti when all people know of you is informations from some folk who lives near me? thanks Eugene Chan. . . He was the only one who asked? Yup. Its okay, I get it, (: I'm scary.

Okay, Can I ask? How many of you guys actually thinks or knows that Joshua's an Sarcastic Bastard? If you think so erm. . . no dont talk to me about it, just drop a tag.

Because Sometimes I think people are offended by me without me knowing it? Yup. I have a part to play I guess? But If Joshua's not erm. . . like Joshua should be? then He wont be Joshua? Confusing? Yes! Even I'm Lost myself. Ha!

So recently Eddie when to the NS. . . Oh? okay, not really recently he's passing out in a few weeks time. I wonder how its like to "pass OUT in a few weeks time"? I mean they even have a parade for it?!!

HAHaHA! Okay thats. . .Nevermind.

Junwei is glad to be with his dream ministry the MOW. Ministry of Worship. Great for you! Erm. . . Praise that lord?

Hmmm.... As for gene LIM. Thank Goodness he's been better, more himself and definately more normal. No offence, you know? the old insecure and silly friend of mind.

Oh! And do you know that studies and example has shown that Eddie and Edmund are the same person? and is equally Gullible as the other?

http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/gullible.
: easily duped or cheated.

No offence, I suppose?

I mean man, Jazlyn is already back before I can spell "Neutral" alright in case you dont get it. It's New Zealand that she went to.

So much for A year of overseas study, thanks the Infamous Sarah for that wonderful prank.

SO yes! one of the reason I'm blogging today is because I'm actually free for an hour? and lessons is 30mins away and I have just finish my presentation, So I suppose I can drop that load of you-know-what with you-know-who? Haha! Dont have to guess, it's the Project with my teachers.

I have beeen going to school more regularly since last week? Was it too late? Hmm. . . it might be to me but never to God. What I can say is that God keeps his promise and the next thing I know is that i'm going to school everyday and not even once late. So Yes, thank you God. I mean seriously I even have time for breakfast sometimes. Smiles*

Okay, I'm out of words for now but. . . oh I crack my palms while practicing drums, Blister all over and blood, guess I was going at a wrong speed at a wrong way. Oh well I'll be careful next time.

That pretty much what I wanna say. . . Oh wait! Last, I selected SP for my first choice and NP for the second and of course its Engineering course if anybody cared at all? haha! Alright thats All for sure!

BYE! . . . Next entry will be out in 5months time and You know when I say 5months I mean 5months. hahah! With Love everyone! Have a chewy day!

I dont even know why I said that?

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posted : Friday, February 22, 2008
title :
Alright! This Sucks. . . I just blogged but nothing came up. So I guess whatever that was type had no chance to be seen. haha! Well, Better luck next time.