It was it's Cliffhanger's intentions to Draw you Near
It was it's Cliffhanger's intentions to Draw you Near
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posted : Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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You may tire of me as our December sun is setting because I’m not who I used to be.
No longer easy on the eyes but these wrinkles masterfully disguise, The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw, Something he was not looking for; both a beginning and an end. But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize, When he catches his reflection on accident. -"Brothers On a Hotel Bed" Death cab for cutie. After a long 3 days break I feel a sense of reluctancy to return to my regular sized life. Someone told me that he felt that this time round at the chalet there is a bond amongst the people, I find it almost unbelievable. So I flinch a little here and there. Well, I might be wrong but dude, them guys are almost hopelessly self-centered. I can see it from every single one of them. I saw how people have second standards about how to react to one another and how emotions took over and even cause confusion amongst them all. I don't see any bond? I don't know if those who read this will feel offended or whatsoever but if we take a step back and see is it not true? Many times(at the chalet) I think to myself, what the youth have become. I try to see the best in everyone of them including some older ones but everyone is just so caught up in their own likes and comfort that they forget about this special time of the year, I feel that this yearly chalet is a great time for all to know one another but not for all to be all self-centered and shit. Also, for a group of people who act like they are so scared of me. Don't you think its tiring? You don't have to be afraid of me? You don't even know me? So that "respect" I get... trash them. I'm just me. Lastly Gene you smsed me yesterday? Honestly I have no idea what you are talking about maybe we can talk when we see. Yup. So, to many it may sound like I'm ranting shit and all but the truth is I am. So if you hate it, you're to late anyway you've already read it. On the lighter note, The chalet was too good to be true. I really felt like every single need is being met. In terms of food and accommodation. Kudos to Liyun's wonderful parents and Amazing Aunties. Also, the lady behind our every meal, Robin and Sony you guys are great cook and without them man, we will all starve to death. Though it was raining throughout I thank God that we still have a day of fun and "ultimate FRISBEE" all thanks to our Frisbee captain. It's also cool to play wrestle with one another before sundown. I guess that was a part everyone enjoyed. But I just pray that everyone went home with a awesome memory. AMEN. |