
posted : Thursday, November 06, 2008
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Finally finish my magazine articles after so many sleepless nights and endless photo shoot. Now I can focus on my projects and presentation. Its really tiring to run around doing things that we think we ought to do. our career, School work, assignments after assignments. I see so many people change after committing on any of them. People are so uptight and changed in the process. I don't know what to say, I just wish they can see that there is one secure rest waiting for them always which is God. It so sad to see them in a way I don't know and understand.
Last night when I was driving home from school my phone rang with a familiar song from my favorite band but though the song is blissful but the news was not. It was about Yibing's sister. I don't know her neither have I heard about her. But I don't know why, after that message I was left speechless and silent alone in my car with music blasting around me. Really, I thought to myself I wanna help but I really don't know how. my blood's not suitable. Few months ago my cousin pass away because of leukemia I was not surprise that this time the feeling would be the same for me. Helpless. So I parked my car and move on to my comfort zone where nothing can touch me or come close. And I start thinking if it were to happen to me will someone I don't even know or heard of think of me the same way as I was left thinking about Yibing's sister. And I learned to cherish, I do. I prayed a dozen time this morning, hoping that everything will be okay. Alright, |