Perhaps it is time I type something constructive.

Recently alot have happened, suddenly miss my good old friends in evolution. You guys know who you are. All I can say that is that working outwardly is not that easy and is always alone. People expect different level of attention, I realise I just can't please everyone like they always say. In fact working outwardly has been rather rewarding but lonely and sometimes i'm caught in between both I don't dare to expect anyone to understand, even someone you love can misunderstand. God, I need your strength to move on, your nodd to let me know that all I have been doing is worth it.

Someone once told me that I have to be a little more selfish if I wanna get by, but afterall that has happened I still refuse to conform to tha

Smile like you meant it because I'm not here to be loved.

To people in evo, just need you guy's support so much, Afterall you guys are the ones that saw me grow all these years.

So that is my current state of mind. Its in a flux, real tired but glad at the same time. Just wanna get away from insecure people now or rather I need to.

Thank God somebody got save this week and I totally rejoice in my small labour. Thank You Father, God.

Thanks, Eugene for the phone.

Junwei for complaining with me, letting me know that I'm human after all.

Edmund for the good times and those "I miss you" sms you sent, Ewww. . .Gosh. Nice playng guitar with you just then. Thanks!

Janan for being Janan knowing that if ever needed help he will always try to pursuade himself to help.

Pastor for helping in every possible way.

Jevon for being a birthday boy, if not I think I wont have a chance to see you guys.

Lastly, my chief troubleshooter for all my projects that fixes my keychains for me. thanks for all the support thought at times like these its really hard to understand and stay calm but forgive me but I need your understanding. Most importantly trust me to do my part in this project. Yup. all I can say to you is Ku****Zhi.

So study hard Joshua, Exams in 19th to 23th.

Thanks for Listening, Jesus.
Au'revoir.