You could play this before reading,

Alright I was wrong about the 5 months thing? I'm free again, In school of course. Well, I could have been studying now or should I say, Should be studying now since maths test is 24hrs away and theory test is 5days from this very moment. Oh well. . . Oh well. . . I'll save the mugging for a better time like, erm. . . Later? Yes! Later.

Today was revise, revise, revise and revise. No lessons were conducted but only self-study which obviously has little truth in it for most of the people in this class of mine. However there are Hardworking people like me doing useful things. Okay, It depends on how you see it? So here goes!

Early in the morning when I stepped into the classroom I was greeted by a devastating number of people, altogether 3 of them. Then I realise that many of us actually didnt believe in coming after a hard work which was project yesterday. So Yes! 3people. So Instead of acting like a Kia Si eh da por(Scare death Boy) who took out my past year papers and start revising, I took out a book and begin to read it.

It was no ordinary book, the cover was hard and I must say its the only book that I both love and hate at the same time. I mean it cant be that bad right? but taking it out will be an act of faith for me. It is not as thick as Harry potter's but It is definately more real to me than any wizards and owl, Magic of course. I remember a name when I open the book and I flip to that page and begin my journey to life. I was particularly interested in this Historic figure and I have a certain respect for him? In fact I wanna be like him. There are of course pros and cons in him but I'll rather treasure the good side of him and avoid the down side, cons.

Yes, I think you know who he is and this is the very man that is after God's heart. King David. And of course the book is none other than my precious word of God. Often I find it so hard to open it up and explore what the bible has to offer and the only time I open it up to use it is actually during B.s? Wow!

But seriously guys, those who are reading this? I just wanna ask you this question, How was the first initial feeling you have when you have just discover Jesus and the amazing Love of his? were you in Love with him?

Have you ever withness something that is out of this world? a small little encouragement God gave you and its called Miracle, Before?

I have, when I was down with only myself and an addiction and all my bros left me in the police station? I was found by this man, a man that revived me to a Joshua of today. He told me to be bold and courageous and he said he will never leave of forsake me. I was in love with Jesus. His comforting arms wrapped around us in times of need and sadness. He rejoice with us when we are happy. So this is only a small part in my life. I must say. God himself, Can do much much more then what we can expect.

But why am I still not turning to the Bible? If I were to be so in love with someone surely I will want to hear his voice everynight right?

Well, just a thought to ponder on, Because recently I met up with an old friend of mine. He told me that God is a transparent God and so should we be open to him about our feelings, fear and all. If you were to read the bible you would know what God is like, Straight forward. When he is angry he teaches, when he is sad he grieves, when he is happy he rejoice and when is Jealous you better be careful because he might just strike down any other thing that you are worshiping other than him. Ha! What a Mighty God we serve!

Whew. . . so about this B.i.b.l.e that i'm reading, I want to encourage anyone? absoulutly anyone who has a bible near you to give it a flip and really ask the Lord what he wants to speak to you. I mean you like magic right? Chris angel's? David Copperfield's? David blane? Well, this is far more cooler than magic itself, it is called relationship with God. Smiles*

So this is just the morning part and after all that has happened I took out my book and started studying away in a cold cold air-con room.