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posted : Wednesday, November 22, 2006
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Alright I've got 'Joel' beside me talking on the phone about some youth flying club( an online game) that got bomb?
Yawn~ He sound serious. As usual... anyway I don't give a shit do I?

My week has been really busy and tiring, Work on Sun- 4am, Tues- 7pm, Today- 9pm and fri- 7pm.
Sat- Sentosa trip(youth ministry) Sun- Jumble sales, Ma B'day. Damn!

Anyway I'm still deciding what to do for ma B'day, maybe I'll just have a like what Jingkai say a "lonely Birthday"
On the other hand maybe there will be a BBQ or something? anyway give me some time "The man is deciding". haha!

Well, I'm suppose to go online and study for 2 test, E-tutor is boring man! anyway teach' is complaining~ okok I know... Bye guys!

posted : Saturday, November 11, 2006
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Today is Edmund's birthday, we went to Cafe Catel for dinner and stuff. Something caught up at the workplace so I arrived late. I guess age is really a state of mind, looking at Edmund... Nothing has change leh?! haha! Still that Edmund we knew from day 1... well, maybe just with an additional Wound under certain area of his life... "LIFE" muaahaha! ain't you just proud of him? WAH LAO EH!

Okay anyway, just to let you guys know, I can't wait till the day I turn 18. seriously you get all the girls you want and stuff... Nah. Just Kiddin! haha! Cannot wait arh! My licence, yesterday Dad scolded me for wanting to apply for a bike licence and blah blah blah blah... he promise to give me 600dollars if I promise to take the Car licence... muahahaha! my EVIL plan works.

I Heard that 26th Sarah is inviting us to her house cause her folks are out of town and stuff? by the way... what are we gonna do there? Kidda cool cause it's my birthday and stuff, =P but Sad cause next day there's school. =( ha!

Today had some presentation on our China OAP, All the big shots were there and to listen to our speech, it went on pretty well. so never really went to class today... hehehe!

So yup. Haven't realli thought of what to do on my birthday and what i want my fuend to get me... HAHA!

posted : Wednesday, November 01, 2006
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Dry your eyes
I smile on the outside but inside all i feel is pain.
A sharp stabbing pain.
It won't go away.
I will love you until forever.
I want you to take my hand and hold on tight.
Never let go. But you're so far away.
I can't reach you.
I can't feel you.
I can't hold on tight.
I will love you until forever.
Why is this love so one sided.
I shine so bright when you're around.
You can't tell me friends are the ones that i'd lose... cus they'd bleed for me before you.
And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember how it feels when we're together.
You've got one foot in my life and the other's out the door.
I don't wanna wake up to the reality of you not being here with me.
I wish i could believe in what I feel.
But I dont know what that is. I don't know how I feel.
How can I live in this dream only to wake up to reality?
Everything went from perfect to a nightmare.
And that nightmare became reality.
How can I smile when all i want to do is cry?
What did I ever do to deserve this pain.
-Written by Rachel Finley, just adding tune to it.