it's amazing how i can blog two days straight...? and not can caught during lesson. ha!
Anyway i shall blog since everyday is a new day or should i say different? oh well, yesterday teacher told me that i will most probably be going china for an exchange program? it's kindda cool consider i have only been overseas not more than 5 times all my life... I remember those two memorable experience,

Malaysia was way cool? i got nothing against them, just dont feel secure over there considering the corruption rate there? been there 2 times, Yup.

And Pulau Ubin.(overseas?)

(pause for 5mins)
(stone look)

Overseas?

haha! nevermind la. anyway dont wanna count my egg before the chicken is born... have to go through some interview, should be able to nail it... i hope.

You know, im really starting to wonder if my life is gonna carry on this way.
I'm really very tired of whatever is going on with my life. I feel like a man without a sense of purpose, insecure because of my lack in confidence. I dont know why? it's like after working at rivi's place my self-confidence has been shattered, i became so self-conscious of my own fault. sigh~ I want myself back!
Going back to starbucks can be an easy task but as i went through the whole bar test i found myself feeling so weird or should i say shy? to talk to people and i cant seems to enjoy it the way i did last time. Pray for myself, I know i can get the groove back. God.

What i got

Early in the mornin' rising to the street
light me up that cigarette and I'll strap shoes on my feet
got to find the reason, reason things went wrong
got to find the reason why my money's all gone
I got a dalmation and I can still get high
I can play the guitar like a mother fuckin' riot

well, life is short so love the one you got
'cuz you might get run over or ya might get shot
never start static I just get it off my chest
never had to battle with my bullet proof vest
take a small example... take a ti-ti-tip from me
take all of your money and give it to charity
life is what I got it's with in my reach
and the Sublime style still straight from Long Beach
It all comes back to you your gonna get what you deserve
try and test that, your bound to get served
love's what I got don't start a riot
you feel it when the dance gets hot..hot
lovin' is what I got I said remember that
(x3)
lovin is what i got

Why I don't cry when my dog runs away
I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay
I don't get angry when my mom smokes pot
hits the bottle and goes right to the rock
fuckin' and fightin' it it's all the same
livin' with Louie dogs' the only way to stay sane
let the lovin' let the lovin' come back to me
lovin' is what I got I said remember that x7
lovin' is what I got I got I got I got

(Bradley)
turn off that broth...so that's..see but..no we're done man