Dad is now screaming his head off, and i wonder when has he not. Peace and quiet is not what i need now, it feels like with a busy job all the volume off my world is suddenly tune down.

I once looked at someone and say to myself what a prideful man but i have pride too, so whats so detestable about others?

I like to believe in whats false rather than the some truth cause in a lie i see through a not so perfect human just like myself, the insecure.

I like to believe in all my day dreams which people keep telling me that all has no meaning to, but it tells me of what i'm really thinking about.

I like to believe in my life cause it reminds me that nothing is perfect in this world and i shouldn't try so hard.

I like to believe that we are all different, don't tell me that because you reacted in a certain way i should too because i don't expect that out of anybody.

I like to believe in the simple joy in my life, it tells me that even without anything to offer to the world there's still a God who is actually joy.

I have been very short tempered nowadays, maybe i should start counting every single blessing in my life to see that no man is an island, i can't be alone and i never was.

Dad just came in and scolded me for being ignorance of whatever is going on but its all ok, I know i've tried.