Monday Blues!! I'm very tired now... Suppose to perform today but at last due to some shit the gig? was canceled, Then during P.E i played some songs to keep my classmate entertain. It's quite dumb because i dont know any Chinese songs?? and even the malays dont even know who John mayer is?? great! and as usual the chinese amongs us were impressed with a mere 'Kuang Huai Fang Shi' with the solo they will be clapping away...? what the... ha!

MAn! I'm working later at 8pm it's not so bad...I think? Hope that today will have lots of customers, I guess time pass faster with things to do.

I'm a aspiring 'Stand up COmedian' I hope... i've been trying to write down those thoughts that actually made me burst out of laughter right out of nowhere? people must have thought i'm some crazy guy or something? ahahahahhaha! Fool.

The Annual Night-Cycling trip is around the corner again and yup just by thinking of it makes me sleepy, dont know why but you i got to grab some sleep before that day. Yesterday i recieve a sms from jingyi, i wonder how much is the bike rental man... she told me to bring $30bucks for bike and food? thats alot of money!? oh wells... we'll see.

Eddie, Gene and Joshua Jammed Yesterday. Everyone was sleepy and tired so it wasn't a very good session but they have improved i must say... the guitar was cool and drum solo was cooler cool untill freeze and yeah thats all i guess? what bout' the bass(guy shouting background) .

I've been thinking bout' lots of stuff recently, i wonder if i am a rebel without a cause? though i dont really know what that means but i suppose it's someone who is insecure killing anything insight? ok... I dont think it's me anymore.... but i like that title... "Rebel without a Cause" Stupid!?

I've been think bout' her nowadays i guess its hard to really accept the truth... yesterday i was at the pantry with Eugene.L then Auntie Kat came over to buy breakfast and maybe she's having a bad day or something but her face was super groomy and it is only when she came in front of me... man~ I hope it is not what i think it is...
But come on... you know me... ever since Sarah's incident i learned and i mean i'm angry but after all its their choices and stuff... they never realli say that they are in love with me or something did they?, no promises, no nothing. So I guess I'm the fool la. oh well... i always am


Kissing a Fool

You are far
When I could have been your star
You listened to people
Who scared you to death
And from my heart
Strange that you were strong enough
To even make a start
You'll never find
Peace of mind
Till you listen to your heart

People
You can never change the way they feel
Better let them do just what they will
For they will
If you let them
Steal your heart from you
People
Will always make a lover feel a fool
But you knew I loved you
We could have shown them all
We should have seen love through

Fooled me with the tears in your eyes
Covered me with kisses and lies
So bye
But please don't take my heart

You are far
I'm never gonna be your star
I'll pick up the pieces
to mend my heart
strange that I was wrong enough
to think you'd love me too
You must have been kissing a fool
I said you must have been kissing a fool

But remember this
Every other kiss
That you'll ever give
Long as we both live
when you need the hand of another man
one you really can surrender with
I will wait for you
like I always do
there's something there
that can't compare with any other

You are far
When I could have been your star
You listened to people
Who scared you to death
And from my heart
Strange that I was wrong enough
To think you'd love me too
You must have been kissing a fool
You must have been kissing a fool
You must have been kissing a fool