I'm currently in a room full of people i feel like a roti-prata because i'm on Daniel's bed and he and Sylvy is sitting on the bed too... argh~ I feel cramp.
We got James, Junwei, Richard and Stacy here... playing majong. Great.

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I don't know whats with me week, just feel really impatient and weird. rush of blood to the head i guess.
I think it's ever since what happen between me and that Girl. I guess i'll never be the same.
To be honest i'm kindda of afraid of liking anyone now, is this the end of my stupid life? kind of think of it I was never popular with any girl no eugene and anyone who find this insulting i am not joking, looking at the way my friends talking to girls like so easy for me I find it hard because... because i dont know? I dont really gives a shit or maybe i'm just tired talking to a non-marsian. All the girl that i'm interested are all attach? or left me for other guys? Dang! it's a curse i'm begining to think i'm weird, so peculiar especially in a room with them now...they are like young adult who actually go to work and have a life or another to take care of...

Funny thing is I wanna feel loser and miserable and stuff bout' my life but i just dont know how? trust me i dont look okay i'm sure my friends can tell but i cant help but smile at people who actually cared for me, something i wish i could tell everyone my problems but thats just not right. problems like these are meant to be kept to oneself i always believe.

haha. now Daniel and Richard are choosing people to send home. thats just great! Good bye.